“It was the most important night of my life,' he said calmly. 'It enabled me to do what I've always wanted most.' 'Which is?' 'To live without thinking.” ― Donna Tartt, The Secret History
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found tsh roleplayers on twitter from 2014 on a random night. i felt like discovering a treasure chest...
this is my favorite one so far. i still think about this tweet every day.
I don’t know what it is but I feel like henry winter has his fingers in every fold of my brain
I can’t escape the man
HELP ME OH MY GOF
when bunny starts being homophobic and i bring out the footage of their bacchanals that i secretly recorded from the trees..
𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐥𝐲. 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐇𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐲'𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐜𝐲.
𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐲𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭. 𝐈 𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤. 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐭𝐬, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧.
If you follow the steps thoroughly then you WILL get into the void state. + i also manifested it will get everyone into the void state. This challenge will put an end to your procrastination and will get you the most perfect mindset that you will result in you getting straight into the void.♡
♡ STEP 1: Set an official date for when you are going to get into the void state. Once you've set the date you CANNOT change it. Once the date is officially set, it's set. No mind changing, no procrastinating. No doubting. No putting it off. That is the day. You do not have to set a time, you can go in anytime during that day. But if you want to set a time, you 100% can, but once you've set a time you can't change it or remove it, just like you can't change the date.
♡ STEP 2: Live as though you are a master at the void state. Your mindset should be the exact same mindset as someone who has entered the void state many times and has gotten all of their desires. No need to stress over techniques. All you need to do is wake up in the morning, remember that you are a master at the void state and that you are going to get into the void state on your designated day. Feeling the happiness that the void state is so easy and that you are a master at it. Vaunting about how wonderful it is to be able to get into the void state whenever you want. Vaunting about how wonderful it is to have your desires.
Once your mind has been saturated and your official date arrives, you will get into the void state. Now go get your desires. You deserve them.♡
xoxo,
riri
MY ACTUAL GIRLFRIEND HELOO I LOVE THISSSS
Camilla Macaulay
“Paintings don’t make me feel”
These pieces:
what i currently can’t get over at the moment is what happened to camilla during the bacchanal.
not only did she remember becoming a deer, and the boys remember chasing a deer for hours, she also was found away from the group, her chiton clean, all except for her hair bloody red. and then she goes non verbal for three days.
not to mention early on in the book it’s shown how angry and violent henry and charles can get.
i just KNOW their bitchass did something 😭
i’m literally richard papen (always sleeping yet never sleeping, most likely malnourished, gay and in denial, going insane and detached from reality at all times :33)
ANYWAY.
Lock in. Shift when you're scared, shift when you don't think you will, shift instead of procrastinating, shift when you have doubts, shift without a right mindset. Nothing at all matters. Focus on your destination.
I have seen countless posts like this, but this is truly what matters the most. Keep going. You got this.