Thank You, Starlight Boys, For Introducing Yinghao To Me, The Only Good Thing You've Ever Done

Serhii Parajanov (Sarkis Parajanyan), truly remarkable film director and screenwriter.

"Everyone knows that I have three Motherlands. I was born in Georgia, worked in Ukraine and I'm going to die in Armenia."

oh no my hands got to the hogwarts legacy and i played non-stop for 5 hours ............. tbh it's not that good like . the story kinda cringe and omfg i hate unreal engine bc every game made in it is SO lagging even in the lowest settings .............. i mean fair unreal also is very fucking lagging BUT OH MY GOD it's so annoying also stupid cloth simulation on the outwear . bitch why are you so bad . it bothers me a bit too much ... BUT ANYWAY i like playing this game for now it's kinda relaxing and some mechanics are interesting ( i'm stealing them for my future projects ehehehe )

Не видела чтобы кто-то сделал подобное, поэтому буду считать себя первой 😋

i was thinking about this a lot and i want to say that one of the best feelings is the feeling of healing.

it's like you sitting in your yard there is a little windy or rainy you just enjoying it and suddenly like oh! there is the life goes on and i feel that i'm alive i'm actually living and not just surviving anymore. it's like waking up after the worst nightmare.

it's hard to explain but lately i feel this pretty often and that's wonderful thing to realise. it's wonderful to know that even if you've been through a lot you can still be fine and nothing bad will continue forever. bad times will end. and now it's not just someone else's words it's something you can actually feel in your heart and mind.

actually i watched good omens a couple of days ago And im not okay. this show is so-so comforting and light and funny ( despite the last episode 💀 it made me cry a little and think about my beef with romantic relathionships and this kind of stuff A Lot but it's okay though i kinda needed it ) and and and idk (((( it's just made me feel a lot better cuz u know . all this admission shit and the fact ( which i unsuccessfully try ignore btw ) that my silly little kinda peaceful life will absolutely change in few weeks and my new life is going to be Very stirring and cool yet kinda disturbing and restless it's um. making me feel like a wet pathetic kitten who was just trying to drink its milk but end up with its muzzle in the bowl and there's no kind and caring human around to help it

So Yeah. this stupid ( /affectionate ) show really make me feel like it's okay to be smol wet pathetic kitten and be upset about life going too fast . doesn't really know why about this specifically but who cares

i've made a game ...

so. i've been making a game for a uni project. and here it is !!

a side-scroller with combined 2d and 3d graphics, where you play as an armenian girl ditsui, searching for her little sister with the help of goddess spandaramet.

you can check it out for youself :))) feel free to play and leave feedback in the comments !!

Following Spandaramet by meryajan

i'm going home btw !!! i won't see moscow for another 2 month Thank God . i'm so tired of this city

YESSS i'm home . finally . i can do Nothing and sleep around the clock for two whole weeks

just made a bunch of screenshots of my mc in hogwarts legacy i love her so much AND IT'S SO WEIRD BECAUSE SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE ME 😭😭😭

and also i ended hogwarts legacy at 41 hours 😎 it was okay but i see all the imperfections and all the wasted potential and it's making me sad 😭 but still. like this game.