Was Supposed To Be Up Early But I Fell Asleep At 4.30 Am 👎 Absolutely Hate Insomnia

12 march 2025

CHEMISTRY DONE YAYYYYYY (lowk fucked up but it’s over)

i messed up a few mcq’s and proly one FIB but the rest went well. i also got confused rosenmund with etard and lost a mark there (so mad at myself omfg)

but at least it’s over. i’ve got english in two days but ill be studying hindi tmr cus ive got 20 chapters in hindi and only one day to prep (do they make these schedules on crack???) but yeah 😭

i got 40 mins of sleep before my exam (maybe that’s why i messed up basic name reactions???) so i’m gonna sleep (finally)

have a nice day my loves 🎀

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show us/name what all books you used for neet? like ncert, reference books, MCQ books?

reference books -

mtg fingertips- for questions - really good practice questions in good number too

modules from aakash - mainly the question books like momentum boosters and know your ncert

pw med easy- the best books for theory honestly

neet pyq from mtg - neet explorer - it has 15 model papers and also pyq’s along with chapter wise weightage analysis of how many questions of each chapter at the start of each pyq

organic chem qb by MS Chouhan- has over 300 questions per chapter, i’ve solved around 150-200 per chapter (i bought it cuz i was really weak in organic)

also i’ve read ncert biology over 4 times until now

other than that, i watch pw lectures organic chem, physical chem and physics

i prefer doing inorganic and biology on my own- either by ncert or through pw med easy

Fav books?

i don’t think i remember alot of the books i’ve read but from the top of my head -

shadowhunter series, lockwood and co. (fantasy)

silent patient, 13 reasons why, we were liars, the inheritance games, all the books by karen m mcmanus, THE SECRET HISTORY (the best book i’ve ever read) (all this under suspense/thriller)

white nights, i fell in love with hope (sob stories)

also like letters to my father (kafka), crime and punishment, in order of time :)

prolly a lot more but i can’t remember them now :(

definitely recommend secret history to everyone whose into reading <3 the first two chapters is super boring but it’s genuinely the best book i’ve ever read

26 february 2025

good morning <3

alright i got some good sleep and hydrated myself a lot and i feel much better so let’s get back on track ahh, ive wasted too much time being sick, hopefully that doesn’t happen again until my exams end

anyways,

today’s todo list :

determinants

continuity and differenciability

differential equations

applications of derivatives

hindi - read 4 chapters

modern physics - revise + questions

i really need to get done with my boards portions 😭😭 hopefully i finish it all today

also tryna take a day off coffee since excessive caffeine is known to cause low blood sugar, which might’ve been causing my fainting bouts but let’s see

5 days until my boards, so i’m really scared but it’s okay, we got this :)) (i think)

anyways, i’ll keep updating the post to keep track of how much i’ve done hehe

have a nice day loves <33

4 pm update - i finished determinants and started differentiation, im definitely gonna finish this list today (motivation burst idk how) but i do like differentiation more than integration so that’ll help me get through this 🥲 but yayyyyy at least im down one chapter

8.30 pm update - almost done with differentiation, this is kinda fun yall

12 am update - why is this chapter so long omg, but i finally finished continuity and differenciability 😭😭 now moving onto others, they’re much shorter in comparison so i think that’s good

sometime later update - i realised i did more than just one chapter cus of the way our teacher teaches so yay, im done with math. now some hindi reading (my eyes are closing cus i’ve been off coffee)

I GET TO STUDY AT A CAFE TMR YIPPIEEEEEE

desk has been feeling so suffocating lately, i really need a change of environment 😭

HELLOOOO 💌

i’m a neet aspirant (2025) in her 12th grade, i kinda wasted my 11th and didn’t quite focus on neet prep so now im tryna catch up. 🎀

i made this blog to help me hold myself accountable and document my journey in the last few months of prep before my exam + rant about life 🧸

i chose medicals since i love science and i aspire to be a genetic scientist someday but let’s see how that goes. 🧬

interests / hobbies : reading - i love classicals and books related to science 🌸 art - i draw and paint (watercolours) 🌸 writing - i like to write poetry and snippets 🌸 im also a major coffee enthusiast and cannot function without it anymore 🌸 i play football too (state level) and i like running a lot (away from my problems) 🌸 i also love learning about space (im weak at math so i only stick to knowing fun facts) 🌸 and have a keen interest in marine biology 🌸 i do like learning new languages (i’ve learned german, french, korean and japanese but i’ve forgotten most of them because i stopped practicing them) 🌸 i also love watching medical shows and animes. 🌸

goals : to be extremely educated 🌼 learn a shit ton of languages 🌼 and mainly to get a medical seat in my first attempt 🌼 to read a million books 🌼

i try to post my to-do list everyday with constant updates and you’ll see a lot of ranting, cribbing, crying.

exams : jee mains (jan shift), cet, viteee, mahe-met and neet (for now) 🎀

anyways, i’m hoping to make friends with similar interests and passion <3 here’s to making new friends and a life of learning ahead 💌

chemistry study session.

goal : finish organic chemistry + questions.

new desk addition hehe, i got a desk mat :)) i’ve always had this but there’s a lot of pen marks so id put it aside but i got it out today and removed the pen marks using rubbing alcohol so yay, this looks cozy so im happy with the way it turned out. it doesn’t quite match my desk’s white-ish look but it’ll do.

anyway, i haven’t studied all day and i can’t let the day go to waste so ill be revising all of organic chemistry and maybe do some neet questions too (i miss neet mcq’s) but yeah

i got some coffee (terrible idea since i haven’t slept well since two days now) but let’s get this over with. i already finished two chapters (so happy i did organic chemistry before too, revision is a breeze)

anyways, bye byeeeee 💌

update : having a caffeine crash but gonna continue studying regardless (i’m gonna regret this so bad)

sleep schedule so fucked

it’s 2.30 am- no more studying or exams and i still can’t sleep even after this terrible exam ?

3 march 2025

DONE WITH MATH YAYYYYY

okay so the exam actually didn’t go that bad, i did mess up a few mcq’s but it’s okay, i wasn’t expecting the exam to be this easy tho 😭 but yayyy

running on very little sleep so i’m gonna get home and nap and then plan the next three days cus next is physics boards 🫠 i’ve finished studying for physics but i need to revise it and practice numericals hehe

anyways,

have a nice day my loves <333

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also hair and makeup looks so pretty when i don’t sleep 🤭🤭🤭 i’m happy yay

jumping and not out of joy