I Wish I Could Restart My Shifting Journey. I Feel So Stuck And Don’t Know What To Do

Hi Pami! Your posts are really helpful than any other creator i've seen imo! I really adore the way you explain things and your overall aesthetic. A thing i want to ask/say is that I can not really visualize that well, so is me just affirming and deciding i have something just fine? Or should I learn to visualize?

You're so adorable 🩷thank you!

Okay so firstly don't force yourself okay? Like I said, you don't have to visualize in 4k to manifest. The most important thing is state. If you affirm and it put you in a state of you having it, it's fine!

The most important thing is to persist by remaining loyal to the state of you already having and being this person you want to be and to persist in it! 🩷

Okay but what if I actually wake up there tomorrow?

“Yeah no girl I don’t think you will-“ shut up inner elala.

Like bro, I’ll be there, I’ll see THEM, I’ll see HIM.

I know this is gonna sound corny and stupid but what I’m feeling is the same excitement that I felt before my first play (yes I do acting in this reality).

It’s like knowing what’s going to happen, but this time is different because there’s going to be an audience right? Because it’s going to be real, and you can’t back down anymore, maybe you’ll forget that one line of dialogue or you’ll have to improvise some words of that one monologue, but it still feels amazing to know you’re there.

“Yeah no don’t get your hopes up-“

IDC BRO, ILL SHIFT. THIS IS GUARANTEED.

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K-pop Diaries

Request made by @ellis-realityshifting

Mini series I might do where I talk about what things are like as an idol from my experience. Please remember that just because this was my experience this does NOT mean that things are the same for every reality /your dr.

Training

Honestly training depends on the company you are in since each company does it differently but from my experience some companies allow you to stay in school while training and if you debut as a minor while others will want you to drop out due to the amount of time you are expected to commit as a trainee, and other times it is your choice. I’ve scripted certain things so being a trainee under really shitty companies wasn’t as bad but it still wasn’t good.

You have to audition to become a trainee and the audition process is different for locals and foreigners. I don’t know exactly what the audition process for locals are like but if your a foreigner the company will hold global auditions in your country and from there things will be determined. And then from there it’s really a waiting game til you get a callback and then you are expected to come to Korea for another udition in front of more staff (idk what to call this part😭). If you pass the audition in Korea then from there you are expected to start as a trainee but you will often need consent from a parent if you audition as a minor.

While being a trainee you are trained in rap, dance, and vocals and there are monthly evaluations. Most companies have a separate building for trainees separate from idols, you are also provided with dorms but so,e companies let their trainees stay at their house if local. Do keep in mind the group that you train with does not always mean you will debut with that group, and if the company feels like it they can remove you from the lineup of a potential group, disband this group and train them with other people or for a different group, or someone could leave the company as a whole therefore changing the whole lineup of your alleged group.

Sometimes you will be in the company years before they debut you, you will be there for a few months, or if they feel like you won’t be a good fit for their image/group then you will be kicked out of the company. If you have a scandal depending on the company you are under will determine whether they keep you or not (it also helps with what you script). Companies often kick trainees out when they feel they don’t know what to do with them or feel as though they don’t have enough talent to their own standards but again this depends on what company you are under. They can also force you on diets if they feel necessary however I scripted diets are not forced on idols or trainees especially the diet packs, ice only diets, and there are many more. I 100% think these should be scripted out but it’s honestly your choice.

Things I recommend you script: trainee edition

- Trainees get breaks during the day

- Foreign trainees and Korean trainees are treated equally

- trainees are allowed to use their phones during breaks

- You pass every evaluation

- if you choose to script a scandal please script you don’t get kicked out (unless it’s part of your dr)

- Trainees debt does not exist (Any debt really😭)

- You aren’t forced on diets (script these out as a whole honestly…..)

TROPICAL PARADISEㄑthings to script

⟢ water pollution doesn’t exist

⟢ people don’t throw plastics / garbage in the ocean

⟢ light pollution doesn’t exist

⟢ no species of sea animals are ever endangered / go extinct

⟢ the water is very clear / doesn’t hurt human’s eyes

⟢ coral reef still has its color

⟢ animals are not held captive in zoo parks and are within their natural habitat but people are still able to see them in real-life without any danger occurring

⟢ the grass is always green naturally

⟢ beaches are never polluted

⟢ animals are never getting hunted down

⟢ the oceans are never tainted

⟢ all supermarket fruits are organic and are sold for a good price

⟢ there are way more beautiful nations with rich cultures and traditions that cannot be tainted or harmed by war, colonization, etc.

⟢ humans are actively beneficial to the earth

i hope race changers know that genuinely nobody is stopping them from race changing/shifting but poc have the right to feel uncomfortable and it's really not your place to argue because, in their words, 'we're all entitled to opinions'

i lowkey wanna post on here but im kinda nervy idk 😭

shifting success stories from my subliminal channel to keep ya'll motivated 😼😼

GO SHIFT NOWWWWW

shifting to be that rich fangirl who wins fan calls, goes to concerts with super cute outfits and gets to interact with idols

some alternate things i scripted about the world in my kpop dr

i originally kept my dr the same as my cr. but when i grew out of that my obsession with world building and social science kicked in full force.

now playing...prism / m-flo

the world is futuristic. think love and deepspace esque. we have holograms, high speed travel and advanced energy production. everywhere is equally very developed, but all in a way that suits the culture & environment instead of working against it. the world is modern, beautiful & clean. everywhere is colorful. the world is vibrant, sleek, efficient, full of personality and perfectly balanced.

painting is a highly respected and popular profession since 2020. maximalist, unique, topical and expressive art. with lots of color and varying art styles. artists are able to reach the same levels of success as they couldve in the pre-modern times.

acoris. a spanish brand that sells non alcoholic beverages in various flavors. everyone uses it, its sold everywhere, and has an incomprehensibly large "fanbase". the drink itself gives people a restless high, and insane boosts of energy. though not addictive or classified as a drug (frequently debated).

in person shopping is more popular. high quality, dirt cheap, and somehow ethically sourced trendy clothing are sold in "mall brands". there are thousands of different "mall brands" across the world in every country. they have differing styles per region/brand image reflecting the trends, culture and local materials of the area.

im addicted to my phone and so is the majority of gen z. i want to script phones out entirely, but a modern idols lifestyle is heavy on social media. i settled for ambiguously saying theres little to no technology addiction.

the entire population has a elemental manipulation abilities tied directly to zodiac. for example scorpios have water powers & aries have fire. this has just always been a thing, but for years scientists have been stumped by why. on their own these abilities are weak, but can be stronger with training and teamwork. because of this, humanity as a whole is more connected to nature.

contemplating scripting antartica is fully populated and not frozen. itd be hyper futuristic and very diverse. possibly considered every countries property or something so you can just go in and out? thatd be such a mess but it seems fun.