God Loves You But Not Enough To Save You

!!ED!!ED!!ED!!

why do I feel so powerful and in control after throwing up?

like, dawg. you are NOT them.

YOU'RE BULIMIC?!

I remember seeing this three days ago and scattering the internet to make sure it was a hoax.

this is absolutely insane, I'm almost at a loss for words. this is a massive loss. for the fans, for the music industry, for the band, and for his family. most of all, the band and his family.

One Direction saved my life during my darkest times. I still feel like that little girl waiting for the hiatus to end. longest eighteen months ever.

I truly hope he rests in peace and has the time of his (after)life in Heaven. my thoughts and prayers go out to the band and his family; especially his son, who I hope is told about how amazing his dad was.

but yeah, I know this is not about me at all and I should stop being parasocial. I just thought I'd say something because this is a truly tremendous loss; I've been crying since I found out.

I hope you are all okay after this and I hope Payno rests in peace. goodnight.

hi, I'm Via!! this is my new intro post!!

-I was born in August 2008, and I'll graduate class of 2027.

-I'm far too inactive on here, my Instagram is @/mellogore.

-I'll be moots with anybody, literally anybody.

favourites!!

•video game: Life is Strange (s1, Before the Storm, and s2).

•artists: Nicole Dollanganger, Taylor Swift, and McKenna Grace. bands: Panucci's Pizza and Twenty One Pilots.

•televison shows: My Mad Fat Diary, Big Bang Theory, Skins, and a plethera of cartoons.

•films: Ginger Snaps 2: Unleashed, Superbad, Star Wars prequels, misc og Barbie films.

-if you want to be moots for fandom reasons, please skip this next part. I do not condone self-harm or eating disorders in anyway, and my page will be used to recover from by eating disorder and joke about my self-harm.

*requested organisations: National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA), National Alliance for Eating Disorders, OA (overeaters anonymous).

*for background, I've been dealing with the binge eating subtype of bulimia since 2017. I will not be going into detail of my development.

*again, this page will NOT be used to promote eating disorders in anyway, this is me documenting my recovery. I do not promote disordered eating behaviors, and my Insta dms are always open for people who need them. my page is open to anybody, no matter where they are in their ED journey.

(this is the part I want fandom moots to skip).

*lw- 82pounds (aged twelve),

*hw- 160pounds (aged thirteen),

*cw- 130pounds,

*gw- 120pounds.

*I am trying to lose weight healthily, while putting on muscle and recovering from my eating disorder. please no ana tips and only venting.

thank you for reading!! I hope you're all doing well!

-via gray, 01•16•25.

I wish they had a low calorie section at the supermarket

wish i was one of those people who starve when their sad.

'' oh ,, u bite ur friend like chocolate . ''