Melisandruh - Been Here And I'm Still Here

maybe this time picking at Textures on my skin will lead to being silky smooth

Your 20s aren’t your best years and they aren’t “for” anything either. Like they aren’t for fun or or for working. You’ll just adapt to whatever balance you are afforded and enjoy it.

art will save you, being unreasonably passionate about something niche will save you, letting past sources of joy show you the way back to yourself will save you, earnestness over composure will save you, the natural world will save you, caring for something bigger than yourself will save you, daring to be seen will save you, kindness not as a whim but a principle will save you, appreciation as a practice will save you, daring to try something new will save you, grounding will save you, love will save you, one good nights sleep will save you

Imam Al-Ghazali // Tennessee Williams

anyone else destroying and betraying themselves for nothing 🤣

ADHD at night: I could write a book. I could get my Master’s Degree. I could go to the club and come home with 12 new friends. I could get a job at that club and meet the mother of my children. I could cure every disease and use my wealth to bring world peace.

ADHD during the day: Fold laundry too hard :( Come back next week

you’re not a real feminist if you don’t piss off both the left and the right

shout out to music. sound is crazy

me when I go out wearing an outfit I wouldn’t usually wear: oh my god everyone knows this is an outfit I wouldn’t usually wear I’m so embarrassed