GOOD MORNING !!! Going to tidy up and finish organizing my house then get on my blogs to get things going cause spice is coming a day late friends. ALSO , welcome the newest member of my blog roll and latest mistake @enduredshe
making a new oc cause why wouldn’t I ?
Send me hc + a word of your choosing and I’ll write a headcanon relating to that word!
Or send hc + two words and I’ll try and come up with one that links those two things together!
ADRIA ARJONA getting ready for the LOS FRIKIS premiere at the Miami Film Festival on April 6th, 2024
29. ] sender wakes receiver in the throes of a nightmare, reassuring them, "it's okay, it's not real." @bruz3r
she breathes in dust, knees coated in bloody sand. gunfire cracks the sky open with fury, heart slamming against her ribs like it was trying to escape. the heat was suffocating; smoke, cordite, and burnt flesh filled her nostrils, coated her tongue until she gagged. hands everywhere all at once, fumbling for the medpack, pressing down on the shredded mess of a man’s open chest, shouting over the gunfire. stay with me, godamnit — desperate plea to gods that never listen. her voice cracked from the particles of caught debris and screaming for too long.
he was younger than he should’ve been. barely twenty. his mouth moved like he was trying to say something, but only blood bubbled out, fear wide in the glow of youthful green eyes. there wasn’t enough gauze in the world to hold him together. didn’t matter. she kept working. kept fighting. because if she stopped, it was real. there's a distant echo, a hollow sound overhead but she didn’t hear it. didn’t hear anything except the ringing in her ears, the desperate rush of her hands trying to clamp a mortal wound closed. trying to will a shattered body back to life. her hands slipped and his body jolted once and then went still. — no. no no no breathe for me, breathe kid, common! she beat on his chest, hands trembling, blind with panic as the shadow of death mocks her from the corner of the battlefield.
she hears it again.
distant sound gaining rhythm between ichor and carnage. someone grabbed her wrists, firm but not cruel. honey eyes wild and far from the present, her head snaps like the coil of a venomous snake. gloria's mouth twists into a broken scream from the depths of something animalistic inside her bones.
it's okay, it's not real...it's okay, it's not real. but it had been.
she pushed. reared back and slithered from the most gentle grasp. adrenaline still flooding her veins, muscles seized up, heart hammering. it took her longer than she wanted to realize she wasn’t wearing flak. no helmet. no rifle. no medkit. just sweat-soaked skin and the terrible ache of coming back to herself. back pressed against the wall, staring at the doorframe as though the front would materialize in front of her. ❛ did i hurt you? ❜ frantic, feral beat of war, placing a whole field between them with her palms up. ❛ i don't want to hurt you. ❜
held under her tongue, kept between her TEETH. ❛ truth is in us all, cradle to the grave. we're just animals still learning to behave. ❜ what difference did the scrubs make? they're made of the same material she wore like second skin for so long.
lyrical sc// @bl4ckdevl
❛ fucking hit me already. ❜ / frank ! @weaponid
gloria doesn't ask if he means it. she watches him like she’s trying to see past the skin and into the marrow where all that rage lives coiled and choking. watches him like the cornered fox minds the rabid hound. she knows he means it; pain has always been an open door between them. her hand twitches at her side, she swallows down barbed wire and the fucked intimacy of it all. she moves fast, sharp, her fist colliding with his face in a clean, brutal arc. there’s no hesitation behind it, no apology. honesty ruptures and lands with a crack that echoes louder than it should. his head jerks to the side, and for a second, everything holds. suspended and sacred.
she's caught on every hitch in her unsteady cadence of breath. something so much deeper than transactional sadomasochism and ire, because it's never been that simple for them. his skin is hot beneath her palm when she grabs his jaw, dragging his face back to hers. her thumb presses along the red blotch on his cheek, rough and reverent. ❛ that hard enough, frank? did that knock some sense into your fucking head yet? ❜ its a clawed grip behind his neck, the other hand gripping the collar and yanking him closer, foreheads pressed so hard it hurts. her voice breaks against his mouth. ❛ you're broken, i know, and so am i. i don't care how many fucked up pieces of you are left cause i'm going to keep coming back until there's nothing to come back to. ❜
night shift makes sense for her because she's a night owl to begin with. night terrors are relentless even with meds, even with therapy ( clearly night terrors can't get you in the day time soooo ). her body, her brain and internal clock were re-wired in the military; she can survive off minuscule amounts of sleep and still be high-functioning. that never leaves her, but that doesn't mean she isn't perpetually exhausted. it makes her ability to pull working doubles very frequently seem superhuman.
🌶️ SC // @pittmade
weight of the day collapsing on her. days, really, the last twenty-four hours lay over her as a shroud, a haunting in the shape of a double shift. the door closes, and she leans against it, sharp inhale, and the ghost of someone’s last breath is still stuck in her throat. the scent of divinity lingers in the air from his cooking, the sterile horrors fade with the warmth of home. by all accounts, she should eat, she should sleep, she should tuck this grief against the cage of her chest for another time. it's not enough, it's not the kind of sustenance she needs to survive right now. she needs more, she needs real, she needs him. gloria sought out jack like a sinner pines for redemption.
she didn't say anything, didn't have the words. she just reached — hands fisting into his shirt, dragging him down to her. she kissed him like she wanted to tear the breath out of him, like regular oxygen wasn't enough to keep her lungs satiated. fingertips gliding through silver speckled curls, gentle urgency that builds within her, begging for reprieve. between their lips, she breaks with a sundering force and jagged breath.❛ i don't want to think. ❜ forehead falling against his as she clung to him like he was the only reason she could face it all again. ❛ just need you inside me. ❜
feel free to edit pronouns as needed! content warning for some strong language, threats and implied violence.
to each other:
❝ you’re mine. only mine. ❞
❝ i’m all yours. ❞
❝ mine. ❞
❝ yours. ❞
❝ we belong to each other. ❞
❝ you belong to me. ❞
❝ i belong to you. only ever you. ❞
❝ i just didn’t like the way they were looking at you. like you weren’t mine. ❞
❝ you know i’m yours, right? i only have eyes for you. ❞
❝ no one else is ever gonna have a chance with me. you’re it. you’re all i want. ❞
❝ i chose you. and i need you to trust that my decision is final. trust me. ❞
❝ wait are you jealous? ❞
❝ aw, baby. it’s cute when you’re jealous. ❞
❝ i don’t like the way they keep staring at you. ❞
❝ i don’t like how they keep staring at me. ❞
❝ are they making you uncomfortable? i can do something about it. ❞
❝ no one should even get to look at you unless you want them to. ❞
❝ stop— it’s okay. they’re not worth your anger. just kiss me. ❞
❝ stop saying i’m jealous. i’m not— i just. i don’t like having to share. ❞
❝ i’m not jealous, who said i’m jealous? ❞
❝ well if i’m all yours then kiss me like it. ❞
❝ show everyone who i belong to. ❞
❝ i’m gonna remind them you’re mine. ❞
❝ i want everyone here to see that you’re mine. ❞
❝ i want everyone here to see that i’m yours. ❞
❝ hey— look at me. why are you all upset? ❞
❝ you can’t keep getting your feathers all ruffled when anyone else gives me attention. ❞
❝ they don’t deserve you— i don’t deserve you. but at least i’m aware of it. ❞
❝ i promise there’s no one else. you have my heart completely. ❞
❝ hey, is this asshole bothering you? ❞
❝ tell me you’re mine. ❞
to a third party:
❝ get the fuck away from them! ❞
❝ look at them like that again and you’ll won’t be seeing anything. ❞
❝ don’t you dare touch them. ❞
❝ yeah it’s time to walk the fuck away. ❞
❝ you’re gonna lose a finger if you don’t get outta my sight right now. ❞
❝ you heard them, get lost. ❞
❝ lucky for you, i don’t wanna ruin their night. but i see you sniffing around here again you might not be so fortunate. ❞
❝ you wanna lose a limb? beat it, fucker. ❞
❝ see, i woulda left it alone. but you made them fucking cry. so now you’re gonna lose your eyes. ❞
❝ hey, they said ‘no.’ ❞
❝ hey asshole, shut the fuck up or i’ll make you shut up. ❞
❝ what did you just say to them, you little shit? ❞
❝ oh yeah. now you’re all quiet. not so bold when you’re not the toughest guy in the room, huh? ❞
❝ get lost. ❞
❝ go. ❞
❝ leave. before my patience runs out. ❞
❝ get the fuck outta their face. ❞
❝ hey, that’s enough. ❞
actions:
[ CLAIM ] for one muse to possessively place their hands on their shoulders or hips.
[ HOLD ] for one muse to slide their arm around the other in a possessive way.
[ SHELTER ] for one muse to lean into the other’s side or hug them to seek comfort from a crowd or individual while in public.
[ STAKE ] for one muse to protectively and/or possessively stand behind the other to intimidate a third party.
[ RESCUE ] for one muse to intervene upon seeing a third party making the other one uncomfortable.
[ CHASE ] for one muse to interrupt and make a third party leave the other alone out of jealousy/possessiveness.
[ TENSION ] for one muse to get in a fight on behalf of the other.
[ STOP ] for one muse to break up a fight which started because of them.
[ MEND ] for one muse to treat the other’s wounds they got from protecting them.
[ SCOLD ] for one muse to treat the other’s wounds they got from fighting over them.
[ CARESS ] for one muse to possessively kiss the other in public.
[ TAKE ] for one muse to passionately kiss the other, fueled by jealousy.
[ TAUNT ] for one muse to flirt with a third party to try and get the other to act possessively.
[ REMIND ] for our muses to have passionate sex meant to remind one party who they belong to.
[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to dominate the other due to possessiveness/jealousy.
[ LINKED ] for one muse to hold the other’s hand in public to stake claim.
[ INTERTWINE ] for one muse to hold the other’s hand in public in a comforting manner.