But Not Really Tho

sometimes i want a new face

Is it just me or is it getting harder and harder recently

i just want to run away with no plan. i wanna hop trains and meet new people, those of whom i will never meet again. i wanna stay in a new place every night. i want to be so lost i, at most times, have no idea where i am. i want to be out.

I ❤️ ISOLATING MYSELF

46893736525263 RELATIONSHIPS RUINED

how it feels to have thoughts and feelings and problems you lowkey can't talk to anyone about

I don't have much but I DO have an open wound #OPENWOUND

Sometimes, I want to be a robot girl. Outside of the context of kink, I mean, which is what I largely see on this site. I mean the kinky stuff, too, but just what the ramifications of being a machine could be intrigue me a lot.

Robot girl who can temporarily disable emotions that aren't useful or socially appropriate.

Robot girl who can power off when she's overwhelmed.

Robot girl who can patch her missing knowledge about social situations and rules.

Robot girl who can change her body at will.

Robot girl who shows you her operating system because she wants you to know her. Really, really, know her.

Robot girl connected to a whole network of other robot girls so that she never feels alone.

I just want to be robot girl.

i'm so sick of how ~biohacking~ has become this tech-bro-ass, supplement-grifter-ass, joe-rogan-ass, GOOP-for-cishet-men-ass, buttered-coffee-ass bullshit. back in my day, a biohacker was a weird goth enby who did terrifying diy surgery on themself on their kitchen counter so they could experience shrimp senses. as the gods intended!

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