meat-stuff-drawer

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The last machine on earth and the last human to achieve godhood

(Watercolor and gouache on paper)

Me when I’m in my enclosure after being silly (I ate four children and a mother)

VITA CARNIS

A tribute to my favorite analogue/internet horror series.

You give him a hug. He seems relieved that you did, and holds you very tight.

"Bye, Ben..."

Everyone always talks about The Flesh and its potential to relate to the transgender experience (and, well, as of the latest episodes of TMAGP, that's been canonly explored) but also: what about the experience of growing up fat?

Sucking in your stomach in pictures. Pinching the skin under your chin because you don't want to have a double chin. Noticing another stretch mark during puberty and ignoring it, storing in the farthest corner of your mind. The way your legs look in pictures. The way your tights look when you sit down. Keeping an arm constantly on your stomach. Noticing that you're slumping and straightening your back so the rolls are less noticeable.

Oh, and the nasty part. The comments other kids make. The comments your parents make. The awareness of not being curvy, just being fat. Plain fat. Wanting so bad to be desirable, by someone, anyone, but you're not skinny. You're not curvaceous, voluptuous, really your body is just...unflattering. The self-esteem issues. Thinking that every single picture of you is ugly, wretched, as you see others taking pictures of themselves so...casually. Fixating on the most miniscule parts of it all, the way your fingers aren't as slim as others', the way you look when you smile, the softness in you that you so deeply despise because it's not appealing. Not attractive. And it's all you want to be.

And don't even get me started on the intersection of being fat and trasmasc, that's a whole other can of worms.

first kiss

Hellen....... H.....Helle.n......

i love herrrrrr 🌻

I promise I'll learn to draw a few other characters but for now I'm struggling with the ones I already knowwww.

Hellen is wife.

What's the fastest way to a girl's heart?

median sternotomy

Right but really what’s stopping me from giving Jared Hopworth massive tits.

nine out of ten flesh avatars recommend Colgate® Total Whitening Paste Toothpaste for a smile that can effortlessly tear the meat from your bones!

@meat-stuff-drawer 's lovely oc! check more of them out here!

oh shit!!! a rat!!!!!

what were YOU going to do with the blood, j hops?? don't let it go to waste. feed your local BLOODBOY today

oh shit!!! a rat!!!!!

what were YOU going to do with the blood, j hops?? don't let it go to waste. feed your local BLOODBOY today

sanguine rebirth of venus

BLOODBOY, Flesh avatar

suggestive

A little joke before and after my previous drawing.@pati-patter gave me the idea.

BEHIND THE LEATHER PETA Asia by Ogilvy & Mather, Thailand (2016)

My first NSFW drawing of Jared on bluesky

The embodiment of desire to stay young forever. The fear of losing one's looks and vitality. The sanguine hunger of desperate humanity.

BLOODBOY runs a wellness center called Feed Your Youth with promises of blood transfusions that will keep his victim in the prime of their life. Then, BLOODBOY will goad them to take more and more blood from him, until they give in to their hunger for eternal youth and drain him dry, killing him. A few days later, after patients have stewed in the horror of their own actions, they spontaneously exsanguinate, and BLOODBOY reforms anew, leaving the withered husk of his victim behind. He can also be found taking advantage of slaughterhouse drainage pipes, absorbing animal blood. He takes the form of a young man, but can also appear as a viscous puddle of blood, a shambling ooze (also of blood), and thin, sticky threads of, you guessed it, blood.

i also wanted to draw him harassing jared hopworth so here's that

It’s funny how sacabambaspis is like the funniest looking animal in every hypothetical except for that one picture that makes me feel like I’m about to be killed

Happy Mermay everyone~ 🐙👣🐙👣🐙👣🐙

Drink. Blood.

Give. Milk.

Wywewnętrznianie/Spilling guts (2025)

Medium: paraffin and decorative straw over a childhood diary

Dead Lines, Birgit Richard and Oliver Zybok

'santa cruz jerk-beef ruin--corner,' 2002 in adriana varejão: histórias às margens [at the margins] - museu de arte moderna de são paulo (2013)

have u ever thought about drawing body horror of computers

I have! i never went like. full blood and guts inside the computer case ( if that's what you mean? or would it be fucked up wires and broken screens? it's difficult to get visceral horror across when the subject of the body horror is a computer) but i did some adjacent stuff :)

these two are kinda in line with that idea:

and this one is more angel- centered but it goes with the others

also honorable mention:

I CANT WITH THESE IMAGES

Really can't go wrong in fantasy with a giant skeleton being part of the environment. I'm talking colossal, part of the scenery bones.

Oh yes, let me wonder what the hell it is, how it died, how long it has been there. Let me walk on its ribs pathways, climb inside an eyesocket, look at where it fused with the nature around it.