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Sup, I’m Mayday/Spade!! Welcome to this absolute mess of a blog 🤩

I should probably say this before anything else tho: I AM VERY MUCH A MINOR. PLEASE KEEP THAT IN MIND

also, I cannot help with any donations whatsoever. refrain from sending me requests for donations.

Anyways- i really don’t care what pronouns you call me. I am everything and nothing at the same time.

I do art, but other times it’s just my sleep deprived dumbass rambling :) Fandoms/media I’m a part of are Forsaken, Madness Combat, and Transformers [this list will change a few times].

Also know that I have school, homework, and other extracurricular stuff going on (since I have a life crazy am i right??). my motivation also tends to run out a lot.

If you’re gonna be racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, or a p3do, js don't interact. it should be understandable why.

i was reading the skybound comics for the 7482739744728748382857th time and I saw:

shockwave are your fingers fucking okay

ACK- TY!!! I TRY!!

KEEP GOING, YOU CAN DO IT!!!: @funkyfaux, @piecebread, @zipbomb-dot-jpg, @yubiesaysalot, @lostlight127, AND OTHERS!!!

positivity train!

if you see this or are tagged in it, tag a couple of your favorite mutuals/blogs and let them know you appreciate seeing them on your dash!

@h0neysugarfree @blueberrylovv @bequiteanddriveeeeeee @cherri-bomb-bomb @eg0mechan1c @fatrexicisback

villain oc before The Horrors™ ig

there is no significance to this at all. like rlly

i was bored and i have art block, writing block, and every single kind of block known to man

borb

announcement

hey I made a separate blog for my ocs (more specifically forsaken but ok) :DDD. blog is @ace-of-spades333 btw.

go crazy

-me looking at my ihnmaims art of am-

-looks back at this-

good job, me.

the funniest thing about tiktokers woobifying allied mastercomputer is that it actually interacts with the themes of IHNMAIMS in a very interesting way.

a big focal point of that story is AM despising humanity for giving him sentience and intelligence without embodied sensation, without the ability to give and receive affection as they do. the transformation he inflicts on ted is of course a parallel to AM's own state of disembodied consciousness (i have no mouth and i must scream), but AM is also punishing ted specifically for doing what he cannot. for acting out of mercy and empathy in order to save the other humans at his own expense. I think AM despises that altruism because he envies it, because he can't fathom the softness that humans are capable of even after time and trauma have warped them beyond recognition. AM hates the human capacity for empathy because he can never experience it himself.

So the fact that some kids on tiktok read IHNMAIMS and immediately responded by pitying AM, by making angst edits and expressive cosplays and humanized fanart, is strangely beautiful. like I think it would really piss him off. the human capacity for kindness runs so deep that we would extend empathy to the personification of our hate.

miauuuuuu

-mintkit

now that I think of it, cats are rlly chill

thx for that :)

pyre bc yes.

still tryna work on improving my style bc jesus crhsitgnsieugiwuguwabguyabiawk

scribbled this just for the sake of boiling the purple loser guy lol-

moar testing