Mart-allioth - Allioth

things i want for my birthday:

1.) All Two Hundred Episodes of the magnus archives podcast recorded on cassette tapes for me to listen to and truly Experience the show as it was meant to be experienced

2.) idk like. clothes i guess

look at him melting

I just had another weird thought about my fave spooky podcast and most recent hyperfixation.

The Five Seasons of The Magnus Archives Seem Thematically Parallel to the Stages of Grief.

Season 1, Denial - Jon feigns skepticism as he reads the statements and hides that he's scared of whatever monsters lurk in them

Season 2, Anger - Jon takes the offensive in that he begins to investigate Gertrude's death and starts spying on his coworkers in an increasingly antagonistic fashion. Everybody rightly gets very upset with Jon's behavior.

Season 3, Bargaining - Jon learns (part of) the truth; okay, how does he fix this? Look into the Stranger, save the world, maybe that will validate the fact he's becoming less human? What does he have to do to be safe?

Season 4, Depression - And I quote, "Boohoo, I'm so alone and a monster". He has lost a larger piece of his humanity and is going through the motions, nobody he can trust or talk to and sinking into the addiction of hunting victims.

Season 5, Acceptance - John has come into full power and, while he still doesn't like the fact that he does, he enjoys the perks of avatarism and being the harbinger of the change.

(If this observation has already been made I apologize but my late night thoughts need an outlet.)

No one made a better representation of catholic guilt than Matt Murdock

Bc the guy is called a martyr, a hero, a saint

But he still think he is hella fucked up and all wrong for.. fighting criminals and helping people ??

Like no one gets it like he does and it is fucking hilarious

All of my Hermitcraft fanon swap!

"irreversible side effects of HRT" all of life is irreversible. i cannot go back a single second in time

does anyone remember that scene from Modern Family where all the partners who married a Pritchett talk about how crazy the family they married into is?

anyways I'm imagining this but it's Neil, Katelyn, and Erik talking about the cousins

once again thinking about aroace scar who just loves the Concept of romance, the Aesthetic, but the minute he's In it for serious, up close and personal, he wants Out. learned the hard way you can't just romance people and not mean it :/ nobody is more excited about grian being aro than scar. he gets him flowers every friday. people think theyre married. grian will never try to kiss him. scar loves it.

I need to make some friends in the TMA fandom

I need someone who understands my crazy obsession

I need to talk about Michael to someone who understands the tragedy of it all

Joel bloodthirsty is already my favorite thing

this is really messy but i NEEDED to share my vision