That Pistachio Completely Sealed In Its Shell Is Scared And Alone, Like A Miner Trapped By Rubble. You

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"Heaven is the bronze horse statue you sat me on. i was young and you're smile shone brighter than the hot sun that soaked that horse for hours before we showed up. But i was young and i had so few memories where you were good to me, even now, so many years later. The burn on my thighs could never compare to the pride i had of making you happy, dad."

-guess who. again.

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haha... hey you guys... its been awhile huh? haha. anyways ive been thinking a lot about pedro pascal since hes my soulmate and the loml. also ive been thinking about how that might be tied to my relationship with my father, who i no longer speak to, so maybe someone can decipher that for me lol. i should probably make another account where i can shit post too because i have so many ideas that i dont really want to dedicate a whole post to. also there are things i wanna reblog but i dont want... i dont really want you guys thinking im some kind of degenerate freak

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the more pedro publicly leans into his socialist son of political refugees roots the more i wanna suck his dick

wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry

i always think abt my cousin in greece who's like obsessed with american culture, bc ill say that im going to a barbecue and she'll be like "wow.... a real life american barbecue... will there be red cups?" you bet your ass there'll be red cups. take my hand. have a hot dog. all your dreams can come true here at the real life american barbecue

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"tengo ganas de mirarte en este momento

recordarte que eres tú la que me roba el sueño

fuiste, eres y serás con la que quiero siempre amanecer con lo que quiero siempre despertar, tú eres lo que más quiero"

-Solo Con Verte (Banda MS)

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holy shit i cannot believe i've been gone for so long. never let me do that again, seriously. OTAY so while i was gone Saltburn came out so i didn't get to see it. but i've seen it. its not as bad as some of y'all said it would be and frankly i'm disappointed! i wanted hay sex! and i got vague gay feelings!

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i don't budget because i know eventually this system will collapse and people will come to me to see old vintage stuff that only i have now

Being a flop changed my life. The world is not my oyster, I am glowing. I walked into a pole this morning. There's very little I wouldn't do for $1,000

I hope bad things happen to evil people

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"In the distance i see the town we met

clouds open, surrounding the town like a school of fish, sun beaming on the church we spent easter at 3 years ago in the mexican countryside.

you took me out back to help you pick flowers. i gave you so much more.

It's so far now.

the fog is about to put an end to my reminiscing."

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so soo many things to say, first, tumblr psychologist. i need help. why is it that when my family wants me to eat more even when i say no, it almost brings me to tears? next, 2 (TWO) family members so far have asked to see my bf, i told them i didnt have one, and BOTH went "oh... youre 20 though right?" Also the only thing i've done so far is read AO3 smut/fan fic on my kindle so i hope yall are proud. OH AND i am genuinely doing really well here :) i get up early, wash dishes, take care of myself, and read. its almost like im not mentally ill lol

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they should invent a cigarette that gives you vitamins and hrt and shit

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"so, when i die, which i must do

could it shine down here with you?"

-mitski, my beloved<3

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just watched the exorcist believer and i am floored that they actually sent that little girl to hell, we watched her get dragged down to hell! they committed to her death! hilarious! loved when the priest got his head whipped around too those little girls looked so happy turning their heads lol.

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