More Rexim, What A Joyous Day

the generational gap between me and the people my age who use chat gpt

AAAAAAA I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

/blasting Sie war gewohnt, geliebt zu werden/ heyyyy it's Becky in Vivienne Westwood

what made me able to forgive maxim by the end of the book is the fact that rebecca was doomed anyway. i know this sounds bad, but it's the truth. she wanted to die -> she did everything in her power to die quickly in a manner of her own choosing. maxim became an unwilling and unknowing participant in her assisted suicide. she 100% intended it that way, whether or not it was meant to completely ruin him as well we don't know for sure but come on. the lady had one last ace in her sleeve, of course she would use it to drag him down with her. it didn't even have to be personal, just what he stands for is enough. with all of this i'm not saying that he's justified or that there weren't better courses of action he should've taken. but the stakes were stacked heavily against him. i mean Rebecca lived with him for 20 years, in which time she notably didn't die and we get no mention or even a hint of potential domestic violence either. if nothing else, that man had self control, and his wife of several decades was the best suited person to set him off. a dog you condition to bite will lash out. the first decision he makes completely on his own was to hide her body. he scrubbed her blood off the floor for what must've been hours he definitely had time to think about it and then he decided to not die. it almost destroys him anyway, by the time the narrator meets him he's borderline suicidal. his head had to be pulled above the water by other people because he was more than ready to be hang for his crime, which he recognizes as horrific. but he also admits that he would've shot rebecca again even if he knew what would happen, and he says this while he still thinks he killed a pregnant woman. he felt that much trapped.

"DnD is a game where you can be anyone, live your fantasies, do whatever you want!"

...so the biggest joy that it brings me is when my character is helpful to others...

Had that with Buxtehude

We make fun of Americans and their geography knowledge a lot but I have a confession to make: as a child I didn't believe Panama existed. I read this children's book about a tiger and a bear trying to travel to Panama and I was like well the tiger and bear are fictional so obviously Panama is a fictional made up country.

I wrote a lil something :)

Hope you enjoy!

do you all see my vision here

one of us one of us one oF US ONE OF US

finally watched rebecca das musical after loving the film for so long. i am a changed woman.