Magicunderstandsmyaddiction - Rotting; Sum Of My Life

BKDK CODEPENDENCY- a little thing I wrote in my notes app bus they’re taking over my brain

Postwar bakudeku who are heavily co-dependant on each other but still in that awkward stage of their friendship where they are not quite comfortable enough to be touching so they look for the smallest excuses to be near. They partner up because “they’re the strongest and they push each other the most.” But they can only get so far into their second year of school without the class noticing how they’re ALWAYS around each other. “Hey where midoriya?” “ I dont know but I saw bakugou heading to the lounge room” and it just makes sense. And OH MY GOD there’s no escaping the way bakugou talks to him. It literally gives everyone whiplash. He’s so soft and gentle. Like yeah he throws in the occasional insult and Izuku might bite back but the way he significantly lowers his voice because he knows that even after all they’ve been through and how much they’ve both changed izuku is still that same little kid craving for a hint of his kindness. And it’s the way that midoriya will lure him out of a loud room with the ease of a siren. And everyone teases bakugou for it saying stuff about how he follows midoriya everywhere and he’ll deny it but he genuinely can’t not follow him. his body craves to be near him like he’s a drug. When they do finally get together they PHYSICALLY CANT BE PULLED APART. It’s not in a sucking on each others faces in the middle of a hallway like typical high school kids; Katsuki is not only deeply afraid but also heavily despises PDA. So they’ll just hold pinkies in public and izuku will sneak a kiss when no ones looking. Katsuki is very much an acts of service man so that means breakfast in bed when izus sick, laundry is usually all done since he will just do their clothes together. They practically live in each others rooms now. There’s just no putting in words how co-dependent they are. They CRUMBLE when they’re without each other, on some nana and ren shit, panic attacks from both parties when they have to go on overseas mission without each other especially from izuku. The trauma of what happened with bakugo because he wasn’t there when he needed him to be haunts Izuku well into his pro hero years. It’s not just each other physically they need each other though, as bakugou gets older (18-23) and his hearing gets worse the panic attacks become more frequent, he can’t call into the next room over and hear his boyfriend and that HAUNTS HIM until he and mei figure out a way for him to get cohealer implants that he won’t have to replace every mission.

I reincarnated because of these two

u ever see someone with extremely fucked up views (or actions) and think wowww if a couple of things in my life went the tiniest bit differently that would have been me

shoko in her twink era

stuck in my head for a while lol

Glad Jujutsu High decided to invest in an on-site therapist

is anyone else also doing ultimately fine + dying of stress + it’s not that bad + if i don’t wake up tomorrow hotter and better at every hobby its fucking over for me

kiss kiss fall in love

Nerd Gojo!!!

I just wanted to start off by saying that i love your story and i think you’re a really great writer, i cant wait for the next chapter. even though i don’t like troy lol, i really liked how we can also gain insight on his situation and seeing how it relates to byler (specifically mike). i think it was an interesting creative route to take.

my question was just going to be about how often you update. do you like to update periodically or whenever you finish the chapter?

genuinely just curious, this isn’t meant to come off as rushing you or anything.

hey there! i am so glad you are liking the story. it's been one that i've been meaning to write for a while, and after sitting on it for a few months (i started it back in april) the full picture of it really came together and i was able to start writing it again.

i am glad you've liked the creative choice! that makes me happy. and yes, troy isn't necessarily likable, nor was it my intention for him to be. i wanted to keep his personality something that was recognizable from canon, but i also wanted the character i have written not be one note or everything revolving around him be black and white. i wasn't interested in having him be a one note villain. in this story we see that yes, he is will's villain, and we think he's mike's villain at first, until we are given more information. but yes, like, i didn't write him with the intention on making people love troy haha. more so, to be able to empathize with the horrible situation he deals with and that yes, the way he is, is a normal response to that. even if it makes him ulikable. the thing about people in our life who are assholes and we don't like, doesn't mean that abuse they might have suffered is any less real or valid. and that was what i was trying to explore here a little bit. (and how it relates to mike and his pain too.)

it seems I've been updating at least once a week pretty regularly. i generally am a person who posts after I've finished writing each chapter and done some edits. i have to story all outlined, so it's really just getting the words on the page at this point. but yes, i write each new chapter after the next, i don't have them pre-written. so it's kind of when i finish them. i will say i won't be updating any other stories of mine until this one is finished. it's just a very specific headspace that i don't want to get out of and try to write something else. i feel bad for those reading the pact, lol, as i've started a chapter for that and left it sitting, but it's just how it's gonna have to be for now. 😅

but yeah! i updated yesterday, and should have another update by the end of the week. :) i expect there to be 10ish more chapters and an epilogue. and I expect the story to be complete by the end of the month or shortly into november. <3

anyways, thanks so much dropping in my inbox! <333