I Will Be The Epileptic Representation That I So Desperately Need!! The Auras Have Been Hitting Me Hard

Caleb is a hardcore yearner in a sad way tbh. Like most of his remaining memories are of MC. Like, yea, before making it to DAA and having the chip put in his brain MC was like his obsession n everything and he thought abt her often but he had other thoughts and interests surely, he had experienced other things that didn't have to do with MC completely and that built his character as a person. And he was stripped away from that ig...Or at least he remembers but he doesn't resonate w them at all.

His inner person became his obsession over MC and his memories of her.

,,,if to any1 reading this, i hope you get my 3 am ramble

「 ᴡᴇᴀᴘᴏɴꜱ 」

[ Elizabeth (MC) 2/? | Caleb 7/? ]

My little baby princess can do no wrong just look at him

Wdym he is EVER's puppet...

I'm riding Caleb so hard that the boat will topple over! IDCCCC!!!! His evol got NOTHING on me!!!!

My three girlfriends. And yes, they smoke weed.

I imagine Colonel Caleb from MC's perspective. Like 'Caleb' came back out of the sudden...And it's uncanny asf. There shouldn't be anything too different...Caleb's in front of her only now he's in an uniform, right??

Not really. When she gets interrogated it's like a fever dream, like, 'mf, I saw you EXPLODE how are you here???? And why are you acting LIKE THIS??'

And when he takes her in, it's even more weird. No matter how warm he can act there's that dullness in his eyes that even he can't seem to mask, not to mention that he is OFF THE HINGES. He isn't pulling any stops anymore, he is fully embracing and outright verbalising his obsession for her.

This isn't her Caleb. Yet, there's sometimes those moments when he falters and **he** slips through for a second. That confuses her even more because...There some remnants of the man she used to know in him. And she desperately wants to bring him back.

That's why she is sooo delulu when he loses his memories that one time (apparently, he remembers everything). She wants to build HER Caleb back through sheer gaslight and he just kinda accepts it. For a short while.

And there's that unhinged 'what if I always was like this' and 'I'm tired of playing house' which just...Yeah, she knew. She could read him a little when they were still together,, before him going to college, she felt the same frustration honestly. She knew it, deep down. But it still shocks her to hear it from him now.

Ty for listening to my ramble <3

Imagine catching caleb with his dick in his hand lmaooooo

"Looks real good on you, princess," He smiled (tightly) "Guess I have an eye for dresses, huh."

Now, apple boy caleb who was still at granny's house was real pent up after you acted all cute and pretty in that cute summer dress for dinner, the one who hugs your curves perfectly, the one he helped you pick when you two went thrifting last week. He battled with a big boner until you went to the garden to help out gran water her flowers. He jolted to his room, closed the blinds and went at it with vengeance. How dare he get hard at his cute little pipsqueak? You deserve so much more than a pervert like him... oh, but you looked so damn pretty...Teenage hormones weren't helping him.

He was sitting at the edge of his bed, his tank top pulled up with his teeth and his sweats and boxers hastily pulled down his powerful thighs. His hand was fisting roughly at his weepy shaft, feet curled up on the rug beneath them and his handsome face scrunched up so cutely in frustration.

Thinking about you.

In all sorts of scenarios.

You did things to him and you weren't even noticing. No girl at school, the girls you were so cutely jealous of, could get him this worked up.

He whined your name, muffled by the fabric in his mouth. A few minutes passed and he was red all over.

God fucking damn it, it wasn't going down!!!

Then he heard it, a gasp. He broke out of his haze, only to come back to reality that YOU were wide eyed by his slightly opened door. Your pretty eyes were on him...

Caleb let out a small groan as he came, his fist squeezing his shaft roughly, his back hunching over-

The next second the door was slammed shut with his evol, his mind in a jumble.

Shit...Damn. he forgot to lock the door. He thought you wouldn't come back- oh, he couldn't even see you coming back because he closed his blinds! And he came when he caught you watching!

...

He didn't boil in shame the normal amount any normal person would, (that made him stand out, future colonel and all). Because next day he'd be making you breakfast. Like nothing ever happened. And he made you feel like the only one awkward in here, like you didn't catch him jerking off last night.

And if you would try to bring it up (right in front of your chamomile tea and your apple jam sandwich) , he's brush it off.

"Look, sorry, pips, you caught me in a moment," He chuckled in his boyish way. The laugh that got him out of most shit. He scratched the back of his neck, in that charming, unguarding way of his "Let's not make it weird between us with this, please? Besides, you're not the only one who walked in on-"

"Don't, Caleb."

This little shit brought up the time he walked in on you, too. So, you were even, he guessed as the usual banter between the two of you settled again.

oh!! can you recommend HH Arthur fanfics? without being modern.

Ooo, now this one is both easy and hard! There’s so, so many good things going on right now! So much material coming out daily. I’m such a pack-rat and will devour everything I get my hands on.

But here are just a few that I am obsessed with right now:

Of Love and Loss - @coltermorning

The Tie that Binds My Soul to Thee - @moeitsu (all about this one right now)

Your Ivy Grows - @roseghoul26

The Call of the West - @cassietrn (this one is interesting bc she has the same oc in various fic threads)

Dried White Roses - @pine4pple-b0i (this is a great early gang look)

25 Days of Christmas @zanazirafanfic (this one kills me, each chapter is a look at various gang members, all with winter scenarios)

I’m also a sucker for post-gang life bc I can’t handle the idea of Arthur’s demise.

Redemption Was Just the Beginning - @lacrymatoryao3 (this is simply amazing. A lot of characteristic Arthur inner turmoil that is beautifully done)

Second Chance for and Outlaw - @summerontatooine (I LOVE this one as a post gang look. There is even a second leg that goes with it but focuses on Charles - Ballad of Lonesome Heart)

These ones are older threads but still my all-time faves:

The Blue Side of the Mountain @sweet-by-and-by (post gang life and SO amazing)

Arthur!dad Series and Arthur!protector series - @queenxxxsupreme (this writer is one of the reasons I started writing my own fic. So much content on their list too)

And then there are some that just always put out amazing work: @rivetingrosie4 @shootybangbang @sixgunluvr

Hope this helps. Like I said, there is some great stuff out there and I know there are those that I follow and get tagged on that I am forgetting. But these are my ones that are the objects of my affections.

Imagine teen Caleb being ur biggest supporter when you're on your period!!

Ur uterus started attacking you. Even after sooo many of these attacks, it still hurts like hell, and you SHOULD go to your gege to help alleviate the pain but you don't have the determination in you. Not even to go and change your panties, they are soaked anyway. Cramps took away all of your sense of decency.

But Caleb already has the Flo app on his phone for you, and he surely comes to your service, with breakfast ready in the kitchen and a pillow fort set up on the living room's couch for you to laze in. He knocks at your door and opens it and he jokingly cringes , saying something mean like 'Look who woke up and chose to be stinky and grumpy today lol'. It makes you throw a pillow at him spitefully. You miss, you almost cry.

Now that makes him feel bad! He didn't mean to make his best girl cry... So he includes in his care bundle for today a warm bath with that glittery bath bomb you like so much-fine- He'll let you play on his PC too, just don't mess with his progress, he'll pout.

He gathered you up in his arms with ease, (he loved showing off to you.) and took you out of your period nest down to the kitchen so he could fill that grumpy belly of yours and give you some advil.

"C'mon pipsqueak, these cramps got nothin' on you. You're a strong girl, yea? You're gonna get through it, I'll be by your side."

Miss MC is soo professional and cold but when Caleb comes around she becomes all whiny n shit