"This Is The Season Of Holding On,

Me, dancing through my problems with godlike swag

before you...there was only hunger a gnawing ache that lived in my ribs like something forgotten yet still alive a voice that murmured from shadowed corners i watched you from a careful distance never close enough to touch or claim just close enough to believe you were mine a ghost i kept breathing into existence

Somehow, my boss is like Captain Holt from Brooklyn 99, and as foretold, I'm becoming such an Amy Santiago ....

Why aren't cuddle hookups a thing? I just want someone to drop everything at midnight to come and hold me for a long time. Just because I seem soft and beautiful, and they need to be held too. I want to run my fingers through someone's hair.

That is all.

As you were, peasants.

princess top 5: other songs

5. that’s how you know, enchanted // 1, 2, 3

I would like to bathe in a river of roses

Behold, a spiral of insanity

Just. Look.

i hate it when i cant even write a poem about something because its too obvious. like in the airbnb i was at i guess it used to be a kids room cause you could see the imprint of one little glow in the dark star that had been missed and painted over in landlord white. like that's a poem already what's the point

A genuine question: is it possible to have a crush on a song?? Like not actually having a crush on the song itself, but getting butterflies when you hear it bc the song just has "crush energy" and you find yourself longing to feel the feeling that's in the song??

I did it folks. I finally wrote a smvtty story without getting shy XD. Is it good? Debatable. Is it finished? Yes (although I might make a part two just for the fun of it.) And that's all that really matters.

The draft has been posted here on my blog in case you're feeling inquisitive.

Tentatively titled "Naptime fantasies." Although that's a bit too on the nose for my taste.