⚠️ CW: CNC, Kidnapping, Violence ⚠️

⚠️ CW: CNC, kidnapping, violence ⚠️

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I'm abstaining from everything for till 10 days. Becoming more and more deprived the longer it goes. My gf mentioned the desire to abduct me, and I just keep imagining more and more violent ways to do so. Getting my wrists zip tied and a bag thrown over my head and yanked into a trunk, screaming and fighting the whole time while actually it's hopeless and all the screaming does is make me seem more like prey. Losing my energy on the way to wherever they're taking me flailing in the trunk, till finally we get there, the car stops, I get one last burst of adrenaline only to get shoved back in and beaten till I give up. Sobbing. Oh, I know she likes it when I sob. I know she won't be able to resist taking advantage of me in this state. All limp and useless, crying like a little bitch. I'm literally asking for it, looking so weak and fragile. Of course, I'm prey. It's only natural for the small to get hunted. I hope she gets what she wants and keeps me alive... I hope she doesn't.

Sitting here getting my panties all tight and unable to do anything about it. Truly the most I've ever suffered.