the modern age is very scary to me because of the internet. employers go through your personal accounts and form some of their opinions based on your outside of work life on whether or not you're a viable candidate. they look through your personal profiles unrelated to work and use it to determine part of your viability based on that. that is very scary to me, not because i've done anything bad, but because i keep work and play very separate and i think they should remain separate.
him and his slutty ass walkđ
No Vacancy - Day Two
Characters: Sam Winchester x fem!Reader, Dean, Castiel
Content: Majorly plot building. Romantic/sexual tension.
Summary: In day two of your one-on-one case with Sam, you gather intel together. Once things settle down for the second night, Dean reveals some news. Sam realizes heâs made a huge mistake involving a lust spell.
*A/N: This chapter was getting a bit long, and I havenât posted in a couple days, so this chapter is out early! Honestly I like the pacing of this a bit better so I donât burn out. Yâall better be ready for the next chapter đ
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âMrs. OâConnor, would you say that your daughter had any enemies? Anyone who would want to cause her harm?â Samâs tone was filled with compassion as the woman explained the situation.
Her lips wobbled, âI-I donât know. Casey was a sweet girl, she just got caught up in the wrong crowd, thatâs all.â
âDid you see any changes in her behavior in these past few weeks?â You piped up, matching the softness of Samâs voice.
Caseyâs mother shook her head, tears streaming down her cheeks. You reached into the inner pocket of your suit jacket, handing her a pack of tissues. She gives you thanks and takes a moment before she speaks again.
âNot much. She was quieter, sure, but I thought, yâknow, maybe she was depressed - she spent almost all of her time in her room. We were so close, and she just⌠distanced herself.â
âHow so?â Sam asked.
Through tears, her voice broke, âHer whole demeanor changed, got⌠darker. She wouldnât let me into her room anymore. That was where we had our movie nightsâŚâ
You nodded as you listened, glancing to Sam for a sign of a breakthrough, but his expression was muddled. A few moments later you were handing your personal number to Caseyâs mother, and wishing her a good day.
Sam asked, âSo, what do you think?â
âI think we should check her room, but we need to give her mom some time,â you replied, mulling over what could have caused Caseyâs murder.
Your phone buzzed against your hand in your pocket. To your relief you saw a text from Caseyâs mother: Thank you for your help. Iâm glad Casey has people who care like you do.
You showed Sam the message. His eyebrows furrowed in thought.
âWhat do I say back?â
âWell, we need to mention looking at Caseyâs room,â Sam detailed, âand that weâre happy to help further.â
Your fingers fiddled with your phone as you issued a reply.
Of course. Iâm sure the police have done so already, but we were given instruction to inspect Caseyâs room. Would you mind letting us look around later today?
The reply was swift: Yes, that's fine. I'll be home later this evening, 7 p.m. would be the best time.
Stuffing your phone back into your pocket, you updated Sam.
"She says we can come back at 7 tonight. Until then, we should probably look over the police report and see who might know what happened to her."
Sam nodded, "We'll head back to the motel and look into it."
The motel. The goddamn motel where you and Sam blurred the lines of your friendship. With any luck, he wouldn't mention anything of last night, or this morning.
It was the way it felt so normal to wake up with him, to be enveloped in his arms, his scent, his soft breathing before he woke. It was a one-time thing that wouldn't, and couldn't, happen again. It was a vow - a guarantee to yourself that you wouldn't slip up like before. You reminded yourself on loop until you reached the motel again.
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Twenty minutes later, and you were still staring at your computer screen. The thoughts couldn't flow like they normally did with your research. Vague searches covered the screen, but nothing constructive.
'Casey O'Connor family' 'Casey O'Connor facebook' 'Casey O'Connor instagram' 'Casey O'Connor deathâ
The tension you held in the pit of your stomach turned over itself when Sam cleared his throat.
"Find anything yet?"
Your breath hitched in your throat. Maybe Sam hadn't given things much thought after all. His tone was his usual curious self, but those bright hazel eyes swallowed you whole.
"Uh- no, not yet," you stammered, "I was, um, gonna take a pause and go to the lobby. About the... room situation."
Sam's lips thinned into a terse smile. For him, he didn't care one bit if there was another room available. He watched you leave the room, cursing himself all the while you were gone. You returned with a nervous smile, sparking a hidden hope in Sam's chest.
"Still no other rooms. And no cots, either."
It was Sam's turn to remind himself that last night crossed a boundary. All he'd thought about today was you, regardless of how hard he tried to reroute his thoughts. The way you'd buried your head into his chest, how you murmured in your sleep, how delicate your body felt in his hands...
He snapped himself out of it again, muttering to himself.
"What'd you say?" You raised an eyebrow at him.
He shook his head, "Nothing, I'm just mumbling to myself."
You let out a soft laugh, taking a seat on the bed. The ache in your shoulders reminded you of the consequences of sitting hunched over on the floor.
"The least they could've done was give us a desk or something."
"That's what you get in a small town, remember?" Sam quipped, that goofy grin back in action. You rolled your eyes at him and settled into your side of the bed, laptop open across your lap again.
Sam leaned over to you, staring at your screen. Well, you weren't lying when you said things on your end weren't interesting. You turned your head, watching him scour the Google search you haphazardly thought up.
"I... didn't really know what to look up," you admitted flatly.
He let out a breathy laugh, glancing sidelong at you. Those damn eyes. Part of you dared to close the inches between you, to brush your lips against his as if it were nothing. One wrong move, and you could risk everything you'd made with him. You surveyed his parted lips, suddenly pulled back up to his gaze when he cleared his throat. You shook yourself out of your trance and gave him a muttered apology before he took your laptop.
Within seconds he found something substantial - report cards from school, Facebook posts, tagged photos on Instagram.
"How'd you do that?" You asked.
Sam pushed himself beside you to give you a better angle at the screen, "First thing you gotta do is have the full name. Otherwise, you're flooding your search with 'Casey O'Connor's' from all over the country."
His arm brushed against yours, but he didn't pull away. Instead he rested fully against you as his fingers flew over the keys, opening page after page of information. You chose to let go and ease into him, head dropped to his shoulder as you watched. Sam's fingers stalled more than usual with you now relaxed against him. It was his turn for his thoughts to escape him.
"So, um," you piped up, "what are we looking for?"
He cleared his throat, "Changes in behavior, maybe in stuff that she posted, grades dropping, anything that seems like a red flag."
Casey's most recent posts to Instagram caught your eye. After explaining your gut feeling to Sam, the both of you kept mental note that perhaps Casey did get involved with something sinister.
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The two of you had gotten lunch, lazed about town, and stoped by Caseyâs school by the time 7 pm rolled around. At the OâConnor house, you kept downstairs to talk with the family, while Sam searched Caseyâs bedroom. It took about 30 minutes, and you two were on your way.
âWhatâd you find?â
Sam handed you his phone, the photos organized into a neat folder. You inspected each image, taking stock in each sign - herbs scattered around, countless candles, and bottles of dark liquid.
âIs that..?â
âBlood, yeah. Almost didnât see them; one rolled out of the closet. And if you see here,â he trailed on, scrolling to another photo, âseems like a pretty intricate altar in there.â
âFigures why she wouldnât want her mom in the room,â you added.
You handed the phone back to Sam, fighting back a shiver when his hand grazed yours.
Perhaps he noticed, too, judging by the way his cheeks blushed. In the evening sun, it was barely noticeable but you were almost certain of it. You packed yourselves into the car and drove back to the motel. You rummaged through your duffel bag the moment you stepped in the door, picking out a new outfit for bed. Sam kicked off his dress shoes and shrugged off his suit jacket.
âBedtime already, huh?â Sam teased. You turned to him and smiled.
âJust wanna get cozy. Makes doing research much easier.â
Sam shrugged, âNot a bad idea, Iâll probably do the same when youâre done. Need to get out of this damn suit.â
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The time on your computer screen read 11:43 p.m., meaning you and Sam had been continuing your research for at least two hours. It had taken a toll of you both, with eyes dry and shoulders aching. You rested your tired eyes and felt the pull of exhaustion start to take over.
Until Samâs phone rang - it was Dean. Sam immediately placed his brother on speakerphone.
âHowâs the lovely couple?â Dean asked. He wasnât in the room, but you could tell he was smiling - a shit eating grin that irritated you as much as his brother.
âVery funny, Dean,â Sam replied smoothly, a twitch in his eyebrow showed his annoyance. âHow are things going on your end?â
Castiel muttered in the background of the phone call. Dean stuttered over his words as he told Cas to stop interfering.
âOkay, so we did a little searching on Casey. I mean, well, Cas did most of it. Turns out, our lovely Miss OâConnor had gotten involved with magic.â
Samâs eyes snapped to yours, then to his laptop where he had stored photos of Caseyâs bedroom. As you two listened to Dean the dots connected to make a full picture.
It was Castielâs voice that piped up next, âWe have reason to believe that Casey was involved with something dark. It doesnât look like your average witchcraft. Weâre talking about more forceful magic - breaking and creating soulmate contracts.â
He continued, âThose kind of bonds, soulmates, are meant to take time. It seems that Caseyâs spells were focused on peoples driving emotions. Feelings like fear, insecurity, lust, and mania. Anything that could make people act out, itâs been happening in her social circle.â
âSo, basically sheâs playing Cupid?â you offered.
âExactly,â Dean confirmed, interrupting Cas, âwe broke some of the spells, but it seems like Casey did all of her little projects at home. Hell, she sent the spells to her friends in the mail. Who knew you could Amazon Prime some witchcraft.â
You chuckled at the joke, rolling your eyes. Sam smiled at you with relief that this whole situation had blown over.
âSo, whatâs next?â you prodded.
âIf you two didnât see any weird hoodoo at Caseyâs house, then everything should be all settled.â
Sam furrowed his brows, âBut Casey was murdered, how did she die, then?â
Dean replied, âThatâs the karma of it. Casey planted a sachet on her boyfriend - love spell gone haywire. He eventually went a little too love-crazy, and ended up killing her. Jealousy was the source of it.â His tone has grown sullen with the final piece of news.
Now with the extra details, you didnât know how to feel. What happened to Casey had been horrible, and it had worked itself out in the end. It was the part of hunting that never settled well with you. Sometimes, you simply couldnât save everyone.
âGot it. So weâll head back out tomorrow to meet you at the bunker, yeah?â Sam confirmed.
Deanâs tone changed to playfulness again, âActually, I need yâall to check out a case the next town over. Mind camping out a couple more nights?â
It seemed Deanâs request was a final verdict based on the way Sam pursed his lips.
âYeah, no problem, talk to you later,â Sam ended the call. He threw his phone onto the bed and closed his laptop.
âYou alright?â You asked him. Sam let out a soft sigh and looked toward his suit jacket by the door.
âI think I mightâve screwed up.â
You did a double take, âWhat do you mean? Dean and Cas figured it out.â
He raced over to the jacket, fishing through the pockets until he plucked a small bundle. Your expression dropped completely at the sachet in his palm. Sam returned to your side and let you examine it - a small brown sack you assumed held herbs, oils, and then some. The sigils across the fabric stumped you; they were nothing like youâd ever seen before.
âWhat is this, Sam?â
âOne of her spells,â he said, defeated, âI wanted to examine it, to see if someone planted something on her. That was before we knew that Casey was the witch.â
âOkay, so, what kind of spell is it?â you asked further.
Sam reopened his laptop, silent as he furiously typed away. Image after image splayed onto the screen - the realization came over the two of you at once.
âLust.â
He coughed at the word, unable to choose his next move. Sam leaned back and let his head thump against the wall.
âCanât we justâŚ. burn it? Toss it out?â
With bated breath you waited for Sam to say something, anything. Instead he just shook his head.
âBy now Iâve had it on me for hours. Weâre kind of past the point of burning it.â
âOkay, but the spells only work on feelings that are already there, right? It wouldnât work unless youâre with someone you wanted to, um⌠you know.â
Samâs breathing quickened with each passing second. His words came out with an overwhelming shakiness.
âItâs a little late for that.â
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