TW: Mention Of; Body Weight, ED, And Self Ha Te

TW: Mention of; body weight, ED, and self ha te

"OMG I WOULD DIE FOR YOUR BODY/ TO BE YOU"

Why? I'm built like a 2x4, I'm flat, I'm underweight, I can't ever find clothes that fit properly, i have never weighed over 93lb. Because of this i hve a terrible relationship with food, amd after i get 90+ pounds i feel fat and even more ugly. My grandma (who i livei with mainly) doesn't let me eat at times of the day so I "eat more later" even if Im hungry. Also screming and yelling at me if i don't eat when told. Making Comments on my body and/or degrading me.