11:11 And I'm Wasting Wishes On You Again.

I know better I just ache for it so deeply I am willing to risk my sanity

You think her kiss is magic One day you’ll learn it’s poison

I tell you I love you All you can say is “Why?”

I’m no good with waiting.

The silence. The wondering. The voices chattering. It kills me.

But I wait. For you.

The darkness in my head thick viscid pulling me under

I once thought you had come to banish the darkness It turns out you only came to snuff out my remaining light

I changed my Facebook relationship status to in a relationship with Chocolate

Chocolate doesn’t forget to call or run away because it can’t handle how it feels about me

I am angry with you  But I am far more  disappointed in myself 

This is my fault

I let you in I showed you all my softest  most vulnerable bits I allowed myself to believe  you’d keep them safe

This is my fault

I know you love my tits, but can you love the heart beneath?