You are smart. Really smart. Some have even called you "gifted". Some envied you for it.
But no one talks about the pain of being smart, do they? How much pressure it put on you. How every achievement had no value because it was expected of you. How your brain refused to ever turn itself off.
Yes, you sure are smart. How's that working out for you? Does it make you happy? You don't seem happy to me. In fact, you seem jealous.
Jealous of dumb people that can glide through life with no concern. Jealous of the laughter of bimbos that don't see a joke is stupid. Jealous of the sluttiness of girls that don't think about the consequences of their actions.
You don't feel so smart now, not in a way that matters.
You are smart. But you don't have to be! You can switch your brain off for a little bit. You have my permission.
And the off button is right between your legs. Cumming only brings the thoughts back, so edge. Edge for a while. Let yourself fall deeper and deeper. Focus on the sensations, the feelings, the porn you are giving your brain to. Leak away your brain. The more you edge, the less you think.
Good girl.
Now stick your tongue out. Drool. Look desperate. Look dumb. The dumber you act, the dumber you get. Dumb is sexy, and sexy makes you dumb. Edge and drool. Edge and drool. Feel how complicated thoughts seem so out of your reach now... you don't need them, do you? Of course not. You need to edge and drool. You need to obey.
Let others be the smart ones. Let others decide for you. Being obedient feels too good, being dumb feels too good, being slutty feels too good.
You know smart people aren't happy. You can escape that trap.
Just edge and edge and let your mind go bye bye... like a bubble that goes pop! Pop! And you drop...
Aren't you happy others can do the thinking for once?
I opened this Tumblr account long time ago, by then I wanted to follow someone that I knew and that was important to me, but I have not heard of this person for more than two years, I never wrote a word here because I am a shy person, but many things have changed in me since then.
Today I think is the right time to share many according to those changes and this will be my first post.
I have been submissive for some time and happily serve my current owner. He has completely modified any previous thoughts I had about D/s, this happened more than a year and a half ago and I cannot be happier for my decision to surrender to him, Daddy has been spending a lot of time training me, he saw things that others do not, and from that day my bimbofication process began.
I must grow, be my best version and for this purpose I want to think that this blog will be very helpful, in addition to being a refuge, and a witness of my progress, I think it will help me see things about myself that I still cannot fully understand.
My plan is, at first, to share things that I find attractive, thoughts, ideas and when I am ready my own experiences, as well.
luzy♥
just imagine what she think (not thinking) and make me shiver