Luxlila

Works like a charm

my favourite anti-aging methods are inner peace, forgiveness and minding my business

This month I am trying to be the most healthiest and most productive version of myself. I have a lot of things I want to achieve in life, but because of my location and where I am in life (a freshman student at a big university, but the location is very much rural), my have goals shifted to building discipline while also learning more about enjoying time by myself and getting more comfortable being alone. (I went to the football game by myself, and when I told my family they were kind of like why, don't you have any friends).

I may be shy but dont get it twisted im thinking of getting railed against a counter like 72% of the day

Academic Goals

-graduate top of my class

-graduate with at least a 3.7 gpa

-get my first job (don't care if its working in the library or whatever, just want to get my first job ever before graduating college)

-doing more of what I love and finding new hobbies

-intern at a hospital

-NETWORK!! (make more friends in general/I have some but honestly I need more variety)

-try all the local restaurants/clubs

-study abroad

-make contacts with professionals in my desired industry

-connect more with professors (struggling at this right now)

-join clubs

-date more

Basically I expect myself to graduate at the top of my class, secure a job at some of the top hospitals in the US (shoot for the stars, why not the world) , and become healthier, hotter, and smarter, while working hard until I establish myself and eventually settle down and have kids.

Sounds a little bit delusional, but hey if I do not succeed, at least I tried

The world is so beautiful.

I love saving videos of beautiful places.

I want to become more comfortable speaking up for myself, having audacity, and just embrace the close mouth don't get fed mentality.

Three areas of my life that I need to speak up more, is school, friends, and to be honest just in general.

My fear of being perceived as a bitch is holding me back and making me not speak up and express my mind.

I also hate confrontation which is also why it's hard for me to speak up when something goes wrong.

I will say this, my dad is a very confrontational person. It's to the point that I don't even like going to places with him because I fear he is going to cause a scene. I know I just said that I wanted to have more audacity, but he takes it too far. He's literally a male Karen (still love him). I guess its about finding that balance and becoming assertive not aggressive because as another saying goes, you get further with honey than vinegar.

Walking such an underrated exercise.