You’re Never Too Old To Learn Something New. Never Stop Studying. 

horse back riding lessons, piano lessons, french/spanish/japanese lessons, regular work out routine, every day runs, screen time below three or four hours, longer reading lists, longer pre and post shower rituals, a morning routine, a night routine to breathe and wind down...

... a closet full of good quality staples, putting effort into my appearance (skin, hair, diet) every day, reaching out to my family atleast once a day, taking time to express my gratitude. putting time aside to write to myself and talk to myself. remaining calm, taking longer breaths, staying patient... reminding myself that i deserve it. i deserve the love, understanding, success, and extraordinary life-changing events that are coming for me.

Why do you always say that girls with less education can't make it into the most exclusive circles? I'm sure that at least a few women with no college education have married really rich or married up into royalty.

Here are six examples.

Emma Weymouth was head girl at her private school, graduated with honours, went on to University College London and got a degree in Art History, went on to study Art History, and was raised by a Nigerian billionaire and English socialite, is an heir to her father's estate and will be worth billions when he passes, and had a career in modelling far before she married and became the Marchioness of Bath.

Meghan Markle attended private school, graduated with honours, got accepted to Northwestern, joined Kappa Kappa Gamma, worked for the State Department, interned at the American Embassy in Buenos Aires, and graduated with a B.A. after having double majored in International Studies and Theatre.

Duchess Kate has a B.A. in Art History, she worked as an accessory buyer, she graduated with honours and was involved in a wide variety of activities and did a number of summer jobs, she fundraised for UNICEF, and she took a gap year to go on a study abroad trip. She had a career before, during, and after she met Prince William and married into the BRF. This is an absolutely indisputable fact.

Mary of Denmark graduated with a Bachelors of Commerce and a Bachelors of Laws and went on to complete a graduate program. She attended the University of Tasmania and had a successful career long before she married into the Danish Royal Family and had solid plans. She had an accomplished life.

Queen Rania has a degree from the American University in Cairo in Business Administration and worked for both Citibank and Apple before she married into the Jordanian Royal Family. She now advocates for causes like education, health, community empowerment, youth, cross-cultural dialogue and micro-finance. She was accomplished.

Queen Letizia of Spain has a B.A. in Journalism, an M.A. in Audiovisual Journalism, and partially completed her PhD. She worked for various news outlets and was extremely successful, she worked for CNN+, she broadcast from Ground Zero after 9/11, she did journalism from war zones, and she was absolutely beyond accomplished in her own right before she married into the Spanish Royal Family.

See what I'm getting at?

Flat out, It's not possible to marry an extremely wealthy and extremely high class man without higher education. It just doesn't work like that. This isn't even my opinion, this is pure knowledge. I know a Prince of the Emirates extremely well, almost in the biblical sense, he roomed at Eton with my older brother who's Saudi and one of the legitimised Grandsons of Ibn Saud. Anyway, the number one thing he always looked for in a woman was her education because he couldn't bring a woman home who didn't have an educational background. It just wasn't done, she needed to have something going on for her upstairs for her to be able to succeed in life.

It's completely delusional to assume that any man who's in certain circles or knows certain people would want to date or be able to date a woman who has no formal higher education. I mean this in the most brutal way possible, you can't be fucking stupid. Someone needed to tell you. There's a reason why all of the European sugar babies and trophy wives have degrees from like...Saint Petersburg State University and the University of Montenegro at Kotor Bay, it's because they know the facts and they want to better themselves educationally. There's nothing worse than not being able to have an educated conversation with someone because you're in different places in your journey towards education.

Hope you understand.

L <3

Travel

I need to travel… I need to go… I need to sit in a private luxury villa overlooking an infinity pool over looking clear blue waters /ocean 

I need to bury my feet in the buttery sand of the dubaian desert at night and wake for an early camel ride. 

I need to wake up another morning in Burj Al arab and ask for food that has to be flown in from another country. 

I need to sit in a tree somewhere on the African continent (reading a romantic  novel while my lover looks up to me as if in prayer to his goddess)

I need to sit on another tree preferably home (Africa) reading a favorite childhood novel, while eating a fruit plucked from the cranky neighbors tree

I need to sit on a Large Parisian terrace facing the Eiffel tower while the french maids serving my breakfast gossips behind me

I need to drive in a top down luxury car with the wind in my hair and occasionally freaking out if it will take my wig off (Don’t judge me… shit happens)

I need to do another drive… this time in a red sports car with silk scarf framing my face and preventing (the wig panic mentioned above). Red lips and a dangerously large cat eye sunglasses.

I need to get on a plane, to feel the anticipation and excitement of going somewhere new or/and somewhere old and experienced….

I just need to freaking go… And Covid needs to chill the fuck out soon, or am finding a cure myself…

Is anyone as frustrated as i am? I really miss the things i took for granted…

This month I am trying to be the most healthiest and most productive version of myself. I have a lot of things I want to achieve in life, but because of my location and where I am in life (a freshman student at a big university, but the location is very much rural), my have goals shifted to building discipline while also learning more about enjoying time by myself and getting more comfortable being alone. (I went to the football game by myself, and when I told my family they were kind of like why, don't you have any friends).