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6 months ago

This is beautiful and spot on πŸ₯°

December 6 - i think of things. kids laughing kids crying kids learning to talk, tiny gods of chaos with their sticky hands and wide eyes, every sound they make an echo of something ancient. mothers cradling them, their spines curved like question marks, as if carrying the weight of the world in their arms isn’t enough, they still wonder if they’re doing it right. butterfly wings, paper-thin, flutter in my mind, and i think of cursive handwriting, those loops and flourishes like secrets unraveling, a song written in ink. bird songs, bird sounds, the chatter of sparrows and the caw of crows blend into the distant hum of kids calling out to each other, voices sharp and soft like the sun breaking through the winter haze. god, i love the winter sun. it kisses your face like it’s shy, but it lingers, doesn’t it? it holds on. sometimes i want to do something big, something huge, something that makes me look in the mirror and think, - 'yeah, she’s okay. she’s worth it.' long nails, red nails, sharp enough to cut through the layers of me i don’t like. i think about getting a manicure, a pedicure, about letting someone else shape me into something pretty, something polished. the sun feels like a brushstroke on my skin, something deliberate and golden, something that makes the chaos of the world seem softer.

i think of the one who lives far away. there’s a kindness in his words, a gentleness that feels like the edge of something meaningful, but i wonder if it’s real or just a reflection of what i want to see. but him him him, the one i call mine, he persists in my mind like it's his home. i don’t want to be the more obsessed one, the one who bends, who believes too much, who feels too much who hopes too much. i want to be adored. i want to beΒ  dreamt about, someone they can’t stop thinking of. maybe he doesn’t like me for me. maybe he likes me because i believe in him, because i listen, because i know how to turn his fears into something smaller, something manageable. maybe he likes how i make him feel, not who i am. mom doesn’t like pigeons. i think they’re kind of beautiful. they fly in messy, chaotic patterns that somehow make sense, and when they land, they look so ordinary, so unassuming, like they don’t know what it means to touch the sky. i wish i could be like them. i wish i could fly with them, circle over cities, over him, over myself, and laugh at how small it all looks from above. maybe then i’d stop taking myself so seriously, stop giving so much weight to things that don’t deserve it. just a flicker, something so small and unimportant it doesn’t even cast a shadow. i’d make a home with the ants if they’d let me. weaver ants, those little architects of leaves, always so busy, so focused. they used to bother me, always crawling, always taking over, but now i think we’ve reached some kind of truce. they don’t invade my cookies, and i don’t crush them under my thumb. there’s a respect there, i think. or maybe i’ve just grown tired of fighting things that are so much smaller than me, so much simpler.

it’s strange how you can learn to coexist with something that used to bother you. i wonder if that’s what love is supposed to feel like, not this endless hunger, not this sharp, desperate ache, but something quieter, something that can live beside you without needing to consume you. but then, the winter sun touches my face again, and i think about kids. kids laughing, kids learning to talk, their words soft and unsure, like butterfly wings brushing against your ears. i think about butterfly wings, about their colors and fragility, and how they never seem to notice their own beauty. i think about my hunger for love how I hate the madness of it and still can't help getting lost in it. i think of how i want to do something, something that makes me like myself the way i like the winter sun or the idea of birds laughing. maybe that’s why i think about long nails and manicures, about the tiny things that make me feel human, grounded. but then the world pulls me back to its noise when all i want is a quiet life, a life where i can just be. where the sun feels warm, the birds keep flying, and maybe, just maybe, someone loves me in a way that feels like sunlight.

6 months ago
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Ani DiFranco Β· Not A Pretty Girl Β· Song Β· 1995

This song always has my back πŸ₯°

This Song Always Has My Back πŸ₯°

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6 months ago
E. Balfour Browne.

E. Balfour Browne.

'Winter Sunset'

6 months ago
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ
β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ

β€œπ–¨π—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖲𝖺𝗇 π–©π—Žπ–Ίπ—‡ π–¬π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π—π–Ίπ—‚π—‡π—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ π–’π—ˆπ—…π—ˆπ—‹π–Ίπ–½π—ˆ, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝟦𝟦-𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋 π—ˆπ—…π–½ π–³π–Ύπ—…π—…π—Žπ—‹π—‚π–½π–Ύ π–¬π—Žπ—Œπ—π—‹π—ˆπ—ˆπ—† π–₯π–Ύπ—Œπ—π—‚π—π–Ίπ—… π—‚π—Œ 𝖺 π–»π–Ύπ—…π—ˆπ—π–Ύπ–½ π–Όπ–Ύπ—…π–Ύπ–»π—‹π–Ίπ—π—‚π—ˆπ—‡ 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 π–½π—‹π–Ίπ—π—Œ π—†π—’π–Όπ—ˆπ—‰π—π—‚π—…π–Ύπ—Œ, π—‡π–Ίπ—π—Žπ—‹ π–Ύπ—‡π—π—π—Žπ—Œπ—‚π–Ίπ—Œπ—π—Œ, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 π–Όπ—Žπ—…π—‚π—‡π–Ίπ—‹π—’ π–Ύπ—‘π—‰π—…π—ˆπ—‹π–Ύπ—‹π—Œ π–Ώπ—‹π—ˆπ—† π–Ίπ—‹π—ˆπ—Žπ—‡π–½ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 π—π—ˆπ—‹π—…π–½ 𝗂𝗇 π—π—ˆπ—‡π—ˆπ—‹ π—ˆπ–Ώ π–Ώπ—Žπ—‡π—€π—‚.

π– π—π—π–Ύπ—‡π–½π–Ύπ–Ύπ—Œ 𝖽𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝖽𝖾𝖾𝗉 π—‚π—‡π—π—ˆ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 π—π—ˆπ—‹π—…π–½ π—ˆπ–Ώ π—†π—’π–Όπ—ˆπ—…π—ˆπ—€π—’ π—π—π—‹π—ˆπ—Žπ—€π— π—π–Ίπ—‡π–½π—Œ-π—ˆπ—‡ π–Ώπ—ˆπ—‹π–Ίπ—€π—‚π—‡π—€ 𝖺𝗇𝖽 π–Ύπ—‘π–Όπ—Žπ—‹π—Œπ—‚π—ˆπ—‡π—Œ, π–Ώπ—ˆπ—ˆπ–½ π—π—ˆπ—‹π—„π—Œπ—π—ˆπ—‰π—Œ; 𝖺𝗇𝖽 π—Œπ–Όπ—‚π–Ύπ—‡π—π—‚π–Ώπ—‚π–Ό 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾𝖽𝗂𝖼𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅 π—…π–Ύπ–Όπ—π—Žπ—‹π–Ύπ—Œ π—ˆπ—‡ π–Όπ—Žπ—…π—π—‚π—π–Ίπ—π—‚π—ˆπ—‡, π—‚π—‡π—π—‹π—‚π—€π—Žπ—‚π—‡π—€, 𝗋𝖺𝗋𝖾 π—Œπ—‰π–Ύπ–Όπ—‚π–Ύπ—Œ 𝖺𝗇𝖽 π—‰π—Œπ—’π–Όπ—π–Ύπ–½π–Ύπ—…π—‚π–Όπ—Œ.

𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝖿𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝖽𝖺𝗒 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇𝗍 π–Όπ—Žπ—…π—†π—‚π—‡π–Ίπ—π–Ύπ–½ 𝗂𝗇 𝖺 𝗉𝖺𝗋𝖺𝖽𝖾 π–½π—ˆπ—π—‡ 𝖬𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝖲𝗍𝗋𝖾𝖾𝗍 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 π–Ίπ—π—π–Ύπ—‡π–½π–Ύπ–Ύπ—Œ π–½π—ˆπ—‡ π–Ύπ—…π–Ίπ–»π—ˆπ—‹π–Ίπ—π–Ύ π–Όπ—ˆπ—Œπ—π—Žπ—†π–Ύπ—Œ 𝖺𝗇𝖽 π–Ύπ—‡π–Όπ—ˆπ—†π—‰π–Ίπ—Œπ—Œπ—‚π—‡π—€ 𝖺𝗅𝗅 π—Œπ—‰π–Ύπ–Όπ—‚π–Ύπ—Œ π—ˆπ–Ώ π–Ώπ—Žπ—‡π—€π—‚."

sources: meteoriitta & anniecollinge πŸ„β€πŸŸ«

6 months ago
Maxfield Parrish

Maxfield Parrish


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6 months ago
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TikTok - Make Your Day

A love like this πŸ₯Ή


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8 months ago
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TikTok - Make Your Day

Another day another - another reflection on life


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8 months ago

I love this song in the movie it ends with us 🀲🫢🏻


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8 months ago
This Is Like My Favorite Photo Of Me I Have Ever Seen

This is like my favorite photo of me I have ever seen

πŸ‘οΈπŸ‘οΈ

πŸ‘„

β€œDayyyum” πŸ’¬


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8 months ago

Click to read whole piece clearly πŸ˜†

the last part got me πŸ‘»πŸ’ƒπŸ»

and the ghost in my living room says: you don't know what you have 'til it's gone, and by 'it' i mean the rush of shared laughter i mean the beauty cast over everything  at the first sign of love apparent in eyes glowing like stars, i mean healing bruises and the resurrection of a broken heart, the way both are still a little sore, i mean the feeling that you are a person and not a memory  and so hold each beautiful thing even after the shimmer and sparkle fade notice more flowers, read more poetry, feel more juice from more peaches run down your fingers with more reverence  hold your own hand until someone else comes along to hold your burdens, trust that someone will come  and then i ask the ghost where she learned all this from, and she says death is the world's most distinguished professor, and the grief the most patient of teachers that what breaks your heart will open your mind and what softens your heart will be unexplainable   and then i ask the ghost if it was all worth it if the joy is worth the ache that comes and if life is worth the loss and the ghost takes me by the hand and shows me the sunset and says nothing for a very long time if the ghost knows anything, it is that nothing tells more than silence  and finally, the ghost looks over my shoulder at the glowing phone screen, and asks why i started every sentence in this poem with 'and'  and i say i guess i just can't stand the thought of starting over that i want everything connected and endless and the ghost laughs and says "baby, have you listened to a fucking thing i've said?"

AND THE GHOST IN MY LIVING ROOM SAYS by june hart


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8 months ago

<3. <3.

β€’Indian summerβ€’


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8 months ago

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9 months ago
When Your Bestie Sends Old Photos Of You Guys Eating Sweet Potatoes And Drinking Smoothies By A Lake

When your bestie sends old photos of you guys eating sweet potatoes and drinking smoothies by a lake πŸ₯ΉπŸ˜€ I love you Jamie 😊


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10 months ago
πŸ‘πŸ˜

πŸ‘πŸ˜

10 months ago
Time To Clean Caches (πŸ›Œ) After A Crazy, Stressful And Busy Day Preparing The Pieces For The Exhibition
Time To Clean Caches (πŸ›Œ) After A Crazy, Stressful And Busy Day Preparing The Pieces For The Exhibition
Time To Clean Caches (πŸ›Œ) After A Crazy, Stressful And Busy Day Preparing The Pieces For The Exhibition
Time To Clean Caches (πŸ›Œ) After A Crazy, Stressful And Busy Day Preparing The Pieces For The Exhibition
Time To Clean Caches (πŸ›Œ) After A Crazy, Stressful And Busy Day Preparing The Pieces For The Exhibition

Time to clean caches (πŸ›Œ) after a crazy, stressful and busy day preparing the pieces for the exhibition and after finishing all the details for the first concert of our audiovisual band Cemento Musgo, both at Ribela Love Nature Fest.

Piece: Elude

10 months ago
Cloe

cloe

10 months ago
Lol You Can Hear My Bf Burp In The Video At The End πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Œ Love It

Lol you can hear my bf burp in the video at the end πŸ˜‚πŸ˜Œ love it


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10 months ago
Inspired By Someone Else’s Art Today

Inspired by someone else’s art today

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Inspired By Someone Else’s Art Today

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10 months ago

Definitely a great purchase.

Each card give detailed descriptions of tarot card so you can really understand tarot!


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11 months ago
Dolores Nemi Caldentey

dolores nemi caldentey

11 months ago
The Empress - Tarot Card ByΒ Melissa Houpert

The Empress - Tarot Card byΒ Melissa Houpert

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