I Just Had A Huge Hard Stan Moment, Cringed Super Hard At Myself, Did The Same Thing AGAIN, Died Of Embarrassment,

Makes you realize how pretty they actually are.

I DID IT!!! I just bought my first album!!!!!! I’m so excited!

NCT 2020: RESONANCE Pt. 1 The Future Ver. cause Renjun looked better in future than past promo photos. Idk of that’s how it works. I just guessed.

I can’t wait to see pics of everyone, and hang the poster on my wall. This is the first time I’ve bought merch. I’m so happy its with NCT.

Also, I bought from SM global directly. Idk if there’s a better way tho. I’m open to suggestion! Please give me some tips for album buying if you have any. Thank you!

NCT FIGHTING!!!

renjun v. food

I did it. I am stanning The Boyz.

So far, I can figure out Sangyeon, New, Jacob, Q, Kevin, Younghoon, and Sunwoo on sight. I can normally tell Hyunjae, but I get him confused with Juyeon. Eric and Juhaknyeon also get confused in my head. I can tell Hwall based on the fact I don’t recognize him.

Currently, Sunwoo is my bias, but that’s just cause he comes across pretty and chill. Jungkook was my earliest bias in BTS beacuse of that weakness, but Jin has my heart now. I’ll figure it out as I get to know them better.

Anyway, I am on my way to being a B. Is that how their fan name works? Honestly, The B kinda sounds like Dobby from Harry Potter with their accents, and I am thinking of myself as an excited house elf. Let’s go Boyz!

Awwww!! Jaeminie always makin me smile just by being him 😁

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Whoa

end me, sir.

I FOUND IT!!! And I had to look through all of their vlives to do it. It is just as endearing of a hello as I remember. 😊😊😊 I am satisfied.

vlive.tv

[V LIVE] On our way to meet STAY

Try watching videos on V LIVE!

I am going insane. I cannot find the video of Felix yelling hello in korean at the top of his lungs in the car while on coffee. Gahhhhh! I’ve been looking for an hour... why can’t I find it?!?! I can see the smile on his face, hear the horrible australian accent on the korean word, and see the judgment in Seungmim’s face, but I cant find the video. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

As a MOA, the only way to describe myself right now is confused and heart broken. Remember when the boys said they didn’t really know the story line just the emotions, yes. That is me and the emotions are 😭😭😭 Taehyuns part had me both confused and distraught

once you stop fantasizing about that ideal version of yourself and start working towards becoming that person by setting your alarm clock earlier and actually going to the gym and actually volunteering at places and actually eating healthier and not procrastinating and working just a little bit harder you’ll realize that it was so easy all along. becoming your ideal self will only ever exist in your mind until you make the decision to work towards becoming that person. get up!! get going!! it’s now or never!! there is no light at the end of the tunnel!! get that flashlight and pave your own path bitch bc no one else is going to do it for u!!

I want to ask past me if Taeyong or Taehyung is hotter because at this point, my answer is super biased, and I want to know what I really think looks wise. Past me could have made the split second decision, but now me knows the personality factor too.