Listened To Malevolent. For Like. 5 Mins.

happy birthday, john malevolent doe

Noooo FUCK

Fuck ao3 is down I was using it to escape the creeping dread of reality

Some drawings for my little fic, i had posted in the fucking wrong Tumblr account that i didnt even know still existed

i dont know why they be kinda grey tho

After the benevolent special, I had the thought "Arthur is like Kayne's paper doll" and I ran with it maybe a little too far

Not finished yet

I never thought Malevolent would play with my truest biggest fear: Dementia.

I watched people forget and slowly undo themselves until they were nothing but a shell of themselves, seeing John forget things this way, the outbursts of anger when confronted about it, it makes me truly fear.

I do not fear them dying, bleeding, losing humanity, killing, monsters or killers, what I do fucking fear is something slowly undoing all your life experiences you so much cherished and being utterly unable to do anything to stop it from consuming you at all.

from this (@fadingdeerentity)

vash and wolfwood in sky :] 🕯️

Arthur’s Hard-Knock Life

Anyway go listen to Malevolent, it has lots more Arthur Pain Noises to offer

Would have been 10x funnier if they added flashbacks to traumatic events then cut back to laughter. Anyways here's all his traumatic hole falls