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A lot of people are talking about Ivan's hypocrisy with Sua and how he berates her for sacrificing herself for Mizi and becoming a source of trauma for her and then he did the same thing, but there's a heartbreaking perspective on this.
Sua and Mizi loved each other. The love was reciprocal. Sua died KNOWING Mizi loved her. Ivan's dislike of her comes from the fact that she knew damn well what her death would do to the person who loved her and she did it anyway. She KNOWINGLY hurt Mizi in the worst way possible while still claiming to love her.
Ivan? Ivan's been drilled for YEARS that Till DOESN'T love him. His love isn't returned. It's very possible that he just believes that he won't be a source of trauma for Till, because Till doesn't love him. So he can die for him all he wants. Of course, the elephant in the room is that we no longer know what Till thinks of Ivan after he kissed him and sacrificed himself for him, but that's AFTER Ivan is already dead. He had no intentions or expectations that what he did would actually hurt Till. And there is something so unbelievably sad about that.
LUK AT LUKA'S ASS XP
(i like how this turned out -v-)
present!issi is a little sad. past!issi is confused but understands. they mostly do simple domestic stuff. present!issi teaches past!issi to fish.
present!grae is also sad. past!grae is really angry. "why can't you teach me to control it?" "you don't need to control it, and you aren't strong enough." "i never thought i'd turn into a huge loser."
present!jak'cs is quiet. past!jak'cs is as well. they sort of just talk about animals. past!jak'cs doesn't care much about them. present!jak'cs has a lot of information about them.
past!tomu is confused. he doesn't meet his present version.
Your oc is momentarily time traveled into meeting their younger self. How does it go?
do I know you??? you randomly tagged me on a post about a fandom im not in if you did it by mistake it's fine
MY BAD MY BAD SORRY 😭😭😭
im trying to keep the bllk volume my friend lent me in peak condition 🙏🙏
WHY DO MOSQUITO BITES ITCH FOR SO LONG ALL I FEEL IS PAIN GHRJKEGWHRGAHG
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3. currently reading: nothing... sigh... but i'm borrowing bllk from a friend so SOON!
4. currently watching: nothing... again... most recent movie, however, was twisters :)
5. currently craving: chocolate! i can't have it for a little while though...
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1. Favourite colour: Teal
2. Last song: Save Tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry
3. Currently reading: Outlander Series (technically it’s collecting dust on my bookshelf because I mostly read fanfic…)
4. Currently watching: Single’s Inferno, Medium, and forever casually rewatching SPN
5. Currently craving: the bag of sweet chilli & sour cream chips I bought earlier (just waiting for kiddos to go to bed)
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