I've Said This Once And I'll Say It Again, Dazai Is The Bottom With Everyone But Fyodor. He Simply Cannot

A new place I’ll be posting my art..!

Have a Nikolai drawing from a while ago I made!

[I have no idea how to work this app yet so uh.. yeah]

i did it. i colored the drawing. shuichi saihara my beloved.

the quality is so crunchy i’m sobbing. click for better quality (hopefully).

First I lol'd then I serious'd

always looking, not quite at you

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my friend captured this doodle into words so beautifully:

atsushis straight on open gaze vs akutagawa's pained glance to the side (but the framing of the panels makes it look like hes looking at atsushi….) - @windypuddle

Happy birthday chuuya :)

(Let me know if I should post this on YouTube or not)

Shhhh theyre thinking

Fuck you *unsolves your wordsearch*

No because I don’t think we as a fandom talk enough about the orphanage points system.

Because what the fuck?

What do you mean these kids have to rack up enough points to be able to eat?????

And the one who loses points the most is Atsushi who is already routinely starved.

Like Atsushi had no one, the staff hate him and the kids bully and terrorise him so that they can survive.

It doesn’t matter if he’s actually at fault or not because he’ll never be believed by anyone. It’s why the hammer incident happened because some kids accused him of stealing.

Not only was Atsushi abandoned by his parents but he was never able to rely on anyone. He was terrified and hurting and no one cared.

Everyone around him was using him for their own gain. It didn’t matter if he was hurt because he’s Atsushi.

And that’s been his reality for at minimum 7 years which to put that into perspective is the same amount of time that Chuuya’s been with the Port Mafia.

That’s Fifteen, Stormbringer, the Dragons Head incident, the creation of and the reunion of Soukoku.

That’s insane.

It really says a lot about the “survival of the fittest” mentality of the headmaster.

Just imagine Atsushi trying to save up enough points at the Agency because he doesn’t question that it would be different here.

And everyone having to tell him that he doesn’t have to earn the right to eat or sleep or any other basic necessity.

Which I’m sure all feeds into Atsushi feeling like he needs permission to live.

It’s such a tragic and yet important part of his upbringing that I would love to see explored more.

That and the whole thing of Atsushi not being allowed to own his own possessions and things. And how suddenly having money, having a place to live.

Learning it’s okay that he can buy things and own things without.

Also just the heartbreaking realisation that the only thing that Atsushi has that belonged to him is his ability.

And they took that from him too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUU!!

who up danging they ronpa