I just want you all to know that there is life beyond your eating disorder. There is hope.
Your life will not always be numbers, body checks, obsessing over every little detail, binges or restriction, pain and suffering. I know it can feel like your ed is your home, who you should be, who you are. But it's not.
It may feel like you've lost yourself (or you've found yourself within this disorder), but I can promise you that you WILL find the real you again. You were not put on this earth to be sick. That is not your purpose in life.
It could feel like without this, there's nothing to you, that this is the only thing you can do right. It's not. There are so many wonderful things that make you you, and one of them is not your eating disorder.
In a weird way, it's kind of comforting, isn't it? It always trips me up to think about, but sometimes it feels like coming home after a long day and being able to drop your bags. But the thing is, there's no comfort to it at all. Our disorders are fantastic liars, and they've tricked us into think we need it, that without it, we're just a shell of a person. You don't need it, you've never needed it, and like I said previously, this disorder is not what makes you who you are. You do. Not anorexia, b.e.d, bulimia, orthorexia, or ednos.
You deserve a life not centered around food and the rules you've created. You deserve to be able to think about other things. To enjoy life again. Please don't let your ed tell you any differently.
Please reach out if you need someone to talk to or if you'd like to send an ask. I wish you all nothing but the best โก
You are worth the effort it takes to care for your teeth and every effort you make will make a difference.
If you've only got it in you to take care of one hygeine thing, choose teeth brushing and flossing.
Teeth are such a large part of your daily life and slowly losing them to decay and everything else is so painful and expensive.
I wish only the best for you. So if getting a daily reminder on your dash would be helpful for you, give this blog a follow.
I implore everyone to take their oral health seriously. You will save yourself so much pain and money in the future. ๐ซถ
~ Whitney Hanson
Me when I have to go to school
I often forget my life isnโt some fictional story to be viewed by others, and I assume thatโs what spending years in your head pretending to be someone else in 15 different realities gets you
seeing someone with my body type: ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฅ๐๐คค๐๐๐ซ ๐๐ฆ๐คค๐ซถ๐ฅบ๐ซฆโบ๏ธ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ฅต
seeing my own body: ๐คข๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐กโน๏ธ
Would cherish that shit everyday
Realist thing ever.
Minor | I like poetry and writing | I'll probably vent a lot on here | I ๐ฉถ Daniel Caeser
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