Well Do You?

You weren't programmed to believe that you're inferior: you are inferior.

You weren't programmed to believe that you're unlovable: you are unlovable.

You weren't programmed to believe that you'll always be this way: you will always be this way.

You weren't programmed to believe that you're disgusting: you are disgusting.

You weren't programmed to believe that you deserve to be hurt: you do deserve to be hurt.

You weren't programmed to believe that it was your fault: it really was your fault.

None of these beliefs were programmed into your head by your abuser, these thoughts are just simple truths. Acting like you want to break free from the non-existent chains is pathetic, you only have yourself to blame for being this way. Stop blaming your abuser for how you are, all they did was recognize these truths within you, the way you are is and always will be your fault.

I'm so desperate. I want to hook up but I'm too socially anxious to meet someone new. It'd be my first time using an app, not sure how I'd go about it.

I miss sex so much, I miss being fucked so hard it bruised, I miss seeming like this pretty little angel and then pulling someone's hair and saying the most vulgar things.

I miss being looked at like I'm meat, being told everything they'd do to me.

I've only been with a woman, and I want to feel what a dick feels like when it isn't silicone.

I want to press against someones boner and feel how crazy I make them. Even just the thought of a man in my hand iss justtt 😵‍💫💫😵‍💫💫

I'm groveling on my knees, I beg of you, let me be the raging homo I was meant to be. PLEASE

I could go on, and on, and on. I feel fucking crazy and drunk. I want someone so bad that I want to beg for no reason.

I've been so hypersexual and desperate that I've been fantasizing about most of my friends. On purpose or not, god and I don't even feel bad about it.

Listening to their voices over call, lusting over them for no reason, wondering what kind of messed up things they're into, wondering how I could please them, wondering how they'd use me and touch me, how they'd fuck me, if they want me back, if they've figured out how terrible I am already.

Trying not to spam my blog justttmjeuej39djdjeijdow9rirjn imso NEEDY

Always Lucky

story by @yeehawpim and illustrations by @rvicta

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