Sometimes pain is the only way to go on. // Tower of God AU in which Arlene is member and a leader of FUG, and therefore, trains her heir, the slayer candidate Jyu Viole Grace.
Berserker Baam | Will he unleash all of his powers to avenge his companions? Will we finally see a dark side of him now that he lost his best friends?
Devil whispers:
White: I want to see you be corrupted. It’s time to kill.
Angel whispers:
Khun: Get a grip. Don’t lose yourself, Baam. Everything’s going to be okay…
I wanna take a sec to talk about how Khun treats Bam because I might start crying.
So many people have called Bam a “monster”. Some have called him a “god”. It’s way more than I’d like because that sweet boy is just trying to exist. Even some of Bam’s own friends — and Bam himself — tend to forget that Bam is, in fact, just human.
Khun does not.
When Bam starts to feel disconnected from his own humanity, Khun is always there to ground him. Khun flat out says he doesn’t want Bam to be used anymore. While he sees Bam as someone incredibly powerful, he doesn’t venerate him. He treasures Bam deeply, but because of who he is, not what he is. When he found out Bam was an irregular he didn’t even flinch (he pretended he was bothered, but from what Rak said after that, it seems like he never doubted Bam for a moment and instead immediately decided to help him). He’s just Bam, a lonely and kind boy who wants to protect his friends, and Khun’s going to look out for him and make up for his short comings.
Thinking about how Bam has been dehumanized multiple times by people and the system in Tower of God, only seeing him as a weapon or a monster. We even get from Rachel that his own mom saw him as a monster. And now his father is doing the exact same thing.
His parents only ever saw him as a vessel for revenge. They don’t care about Bam himself.
And the fact that this is happening in front of Khun and Endorsi, the two people who’ve purported Bam’s existence as his own is even more insane. They have to watch the one they love be puppeted around by a random ass man