Will I ever finish this? Probably not, but hey it’s my self insert Juniper with Lux 🥹
hey, breathe.
selfshipping is not a competition. it's not about how many commissions you can buy. it's not about owning as much merch as possible. it's not about the amount of followers/mutuals you have. it's not about producing content every single day. it's not about numbers. it's not about being blorbo's canon something.
it's about you and your favorite characters. it's about how much you love them and what they mean to you. being happy in your love for them, crafting your little universe in your mind where you love and are loved unconditionally, that's what matters the most.
your heart is full of affection for them and it's a beautiful thing. don't let the fear of not being good enough, not spending enough money, not having enough followers/engagement or not being seen as blorbo's number one (tm) take that away from you.
love of any kind is too important to be tainted by self doubt and anxiety. your beloveds love you for you. they don't need you to be the best. they just need you to be yourself. you being you is the reason why they adore you.
pro/com/darkship and rpf dni.
WOO I'm back!!! Finally got some inspo to draw again ! :DD
Wdym Valentines was a week ago?? /silly
I HAVE to post this here too...y'all selfshippers are so strong and real, tysm....
i think your touch-starved Lux art has punched a hole clean through my heart, you glorious monster you. god—what if he really never has been touched? can you imagine him watching those old-timey romantic films, seeing Reginald Pye pining after his wife, and yearning for the same kind of intimacy...yet thinking he could never experience it for himself? 😭😭😭💖💖💖
Thank you so much Star!!😭💖 I accidentally punched a hole through a lot of people's hearts! 💦💦
But I don't mind that! I'll gladly take the title of glorious monster and I want to do it again!
And oooof! That is such a nice thought! And then, when he finally can get any kind of intimacy, He gets clingy/greedy and doesn't want to let go when he has the chance!
I made a small dessert! ✨✨
I also want to mention that I listened to this song on repeat when drawing the "touch-starved Lux"! It is pretty fitting, and if I ever understand my animation program, I might try to make something. Can't promise anything, though.
Casually coming back after a hiatus to post this silly cartoon, I love him
I need you to know I have the script for the first episode of this long form Lux comic series written, as well as a summary of the overall plot and the whole of the finale. I need to not start making it as a fan comic (which is why these are disjointed sample scenes) bc I don't have the strength and I'd lose all my other projects, so sadly I don't think it'll ever get made... UNLESS... RTD ARE YOU OUT THERE
(btw thanks to Lizz and Michael for feedback on the Doctor I'm not great at real human beens and drawing the most handsome man in history is quite frankly a bit intimidating)