THE NIGHT THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING (DINA X READER)

Do NOT reblog this post or this woman will appear in your bedroom at 3AM

(if i could I would reblog lmao)

Here’s my sketch ideas for vi. Vi as captain marvel and vi as Spider-Man let me know which one you prefer or if you have anymore ideas. This is becoming my life lol it’s definitely a new hyper fixation. Think I’m going to do some idea sketches for jinx next so give me some ideas for her too if you like.

This is a very hard but important message I want every one to know that no matter how big or small whatever you’re going through is just know that it really does get better and you’re are soooo important and valid I hope whoever sees this and isn’t in a great place reaches out. I’m always free to talk. I know how hard life can get but I swear to got it really does get better. Who ever Is reading this I love you and you are NOT alone💙💙💙

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

Arcane as Marvel characters

thinking about drawing of the arcane characters as marvel heroes. this is just my rough idea so far I'm very open to suggestions and other ideas of who should be what. so far I have:

servika as Bucky/ Heimerdinger as rocket/cait as Hawkeye or black widow/ ekko as falcon/ Jayce as thor/Vander as wolverine or captain America/ jinx as Loki or Deadpool/ vi as spiderman or captain America/ maybe Viktor as Loki (I'm really struggling with him) silco maybe as thanos (another one I'm struggling with) Mel as Wanda or black panther/ and of cause Warwick as hulk.

but pls feel free to give suggestions in the comments this is just a rough ass idea. knowing me and my adhd this might not even end up happening lmao.

THE NIGHT THAT CHANGED EVERYTHING PT 2 (SMUT) (dina x reader) 🔞🔞🔞

Dina walks into the party, her eyes widening as she takes in the scene before her. The main hall is filled with people laughing,chatting, and drinking. Music plays from a corner where a makeshift DJ setup is going strong, the beat pulsating through the air. She spots you from across the room, looking reeeally nice in that outfit. Her gaze lingers appreciatively before she shakes off the distraction and focuses on mingling with the crowd making her way over to the bar, ordering a neat whiskey from the bartender. As she awaits her drink she cant help but watch you as you talk with jesse. Admiring every aspect of you. Dina finishes her drink and heads over to the dance floor, losing herself in the rhythm of the music. she spins and twirls, her movements fluid and carefree as she lets go of her inhibitions. Sweat glistens on her skin, accentuating her toned physique as she dances. Her hair flies wildly around her face, and you can hear her laughter echo through the hall, infectious and joyful. As the night draws on, Dina finds herself drawn to the fan, seeking refuge from the heat of the dance floor. As she leans against the stone wall to catch her breath, she cant help but survey the room looking for you. Then she overhears your comment to jesse. "I give it a week and you guys will be back together." Dina comes over and takes your cup out of your hand shotting it. "He wishes." Dina responds to the your comment. "Come on hot stuff." She says as she drags you onto the dance floor away from jesse. "Don't stay out to late, you have patrol tomorrow!" yells jesse to you and dina. "Yes sir." Dina says jokingly salluting. Then with a burst of energy, dina grabs your arms "come on, Y/N! Dance with me!" Her voice is a husky whisper, filled with a drunken desire. Slow music starts to play around you, the fairy lights shining in the background. Dina grabs your hands placing them on her waist, then leans into you, her head resting on your chest. You start getting nervous. "Everyones looking at you." you whisper to dina. Dina can no longer fight the tension and feelings she's felt for you for so long anymore. "I think they're staring at you Y/N. I think they're all jealous of you." Dina whispers into your ear. "I'm no threat." You say quietly looking around anxiously. Dina leans in closer, her warm breath tickling your ear as she whispers,"Oh, Y/N. I think they should be terrified of you." Dina tilts her head, capturing your lips in a passionate, drunken kiss. She breaks the kiss, panting softly as she looks up at you with lust filled eyes. "Y/N, I.. i've wanted you for so long." She grips your shirt, pulling you flush against her. "Can't you tell" she says as she cups your face in her hands, her thumbs brushing over your cheekbones. "Im tired of fighting these feelings." DIna says as she leans in again, her lips hovering a hairs breath from yours. "Please, kiss me again. show me you want me too." she whispers. you lean in embracing her again in a tender passionate kiss. one that you've both been waiting and longing for. You both break apart. Then a moment of realisation hits you. "What about jesse?" you say having a sudden tang of guilt. Dina just shakes her head, a bitter laugh escaping her lips. "Jesse? He's just a distraction. A fleeting pleasure that never truly satisfies. Look me and jesse... we tried over and over again we are too different we both want different things out of life, it was never gonna work out between us. No matter how hard we both tried we just kept bumping heads." dina captures your mouth in another searing kiss, her tongue delving deep to claim every inch of you. "Forget about him. Right now its just you and me, and you make me burn in everyway possible. in ways jesse could never." Dina whispers that last part in your ear.

A FEW MORE BEERS AND SONGS LATER

DIna loses herself in the rhythm as the music amps up. Her body starting to grind against yours as the music pulses through her veins. "Damn dina." You say a bit shocked by her boldness but you enjoy it. Dina moans quietly losing herself in the feeling, her hands roaming over your back and shoulders. "I need you Y/N. I need you right here right now." Dina moans as she tries to pull you towards the nearest exit. You can see the desperation that is etched on her face. "Let's get out of here. I don't care if anyone sees us, I just need to feel you inside me." She continues as she pulls you into another room where no one else is. As she closes the door she kisses you fiercely, her teeth nipping at your lower lip.  Panting heavily, dina pushes you against the wall, her hands fumbling with the buttons of your jacket. "Hurry Y/N... I cant wait any longer." Dina moans impatiently as she rips open your shirt, sending buttons flying as she exposes your chest to her eager gaze. "Fuck" she moans under her breath looking you up and down. Dina begins to attack your neck with kisses, her nails raking down your abdomen as she works to free you from your pants. 

"Mmm, d-dina. Dina wait." you say trying to catch your breath. "your drunk." Dina just ignores your protests, too far gone in her lust fueled haze. "Shh, just shut up and fuck me,Y/N." She fumbles with your belt, finally managing to unbuckle it, pulling your pants down around your ankles. "Holy fuck Y/N." She says sensually as she wraps her hands around your hardening member, giving it a few slow strokes. "your bigger than i expected." She says. You moan a little as she guides the tip to her dripping entrance, also moaning as she feels the heat of your arousal against her sensitive flesh.  "Oh f-fuck dina." you moan at the intense feeling. With a swift forceful motion, she impales herself on your length, crying out in ecstasy as you fill her up completely. You both moan both overcome by the waves of pleasure pulsating through both of you. Dina starts rocking her hips, riding you with wild abandon, her juices coating your shaft with each thrust. "OH harder Y/N! fuck me harder!" Dina whines throwing her head back. her brown eyes glazed over with pleasure as she chases her climax. "OH YES DINA!" you yell as her walls clench around you as both teeter on the edge of orgasm. "OH YES! DONT STOP Y/N... IM SO S SO CLOSE..." Dina tries to say between moans struggling to get words out. You pound your hips against hers, the sound of skin slapping echoes around the room as you both race towards you peaks. "Fill me up, baby... I-i want to f-feel you cum.. mmm.. d-deep inside me..." Dina moans. A couple more thrust and dina lets out a keening cry as she shatters. Her inner muscles convulsing around your thickness as massive waves of intense pleasure crash over her. You pull out of her slowly. Dina weakly protests, her legs trembling and her vison blurring as she tries to steady herself. "N-no, Wait... I-I need more.." She reaches for you, desperate to feel your heat once again, "please, Y/N." Dina whimpers, her chest heaving as she looks at you with pleading eyes, her body aching for you. Hearing her beg like that brings something out of you as you tear and completely rip Dinas shirt off. You turn her around and bend and fuck her over the couch. Dina Gasps and moans as you thrust taken aback by your sudden shift but is even more turned on by it. "Ahhhh, fuck yes! Use me Y/N! Use me however you want!" She moans a bit out of breath, Arching her back, she presents herself to you. Her pussy still slick and ready for your possession, "Oh Yes! Fill me up Y/N, mark me as yours.." Dina moans even louder as you plunge into her, the couch creaking beneath the frenzied coupling. Dina climbs onto the couch now laying on her back as she spreads her legs wider for you as she braces herself against the soft surface. "Harder! Pound me like you mean it!" dinas screams throwing her head back, her breasts bouncing with each powerful thrust as you rut into her. "oh god im gonna cum!" you moan out. Dina is also close, her inner walls fluttering and squeezing around your pistoning member. "Make me scream your name.Y/N! Claim me as yours!!" she cant help nut scream in ecstasy as she reaches her climax for the second time, her body shaking violently as waves of pleasure crashes over her.

Meanwhile out on the dance floor Maria stands in the corner just smiling and enjoying watching everyone in jackson so happy and for a moment just forgetting how hard life is at the moment. then suddenly her ears peek up. Maria can hear some strange noises coming from the other room. She follows the noise as she leaves the dance floor and enters the hall she swears she can hear moaning and skin slapping sounds over the music. 'wtf' she thinks. 

Back in the room dina is still in the midst of her explosive orgasm, Her cries echo through the building. growing louder and more wanton with each passing moment. " YES, YES, FUCK! OH FUCK! Y.N!!!!!" She screams as her Pussy clenches rhythmically around your cock, milking you for every drop of your essence as she rides out the intensity of her climax. "OH SSSSSHHIT!!! IM CUMMING!!!" You yell out not being able to hold back any longer. "yes give it to me baby... fill me up..." dina moans quietly into your ear. 

Outside the room Marias concern grows as she approaches the room, Dinas screams can be heard even over the loud music. "Y/N! OH MY GOD YES!!! FILL ME UP!!" Dinas cries are raw and primal, maria can hear them echoing off all the walls as she places her hand on the door handle. "OOOOOOHHHH FFFFFFUUCK!!!" you yell as you cum undone inside her. 'omg is that Y/N in there too!' Maria thinks to herself with shock plastered all over her face. you moan As your body shakes and convulses into dina, dina can feel your hot cum spilling deep inside her, her body quivers and shutters, her pussy milking every your cock for every last drop as she rides out the final waves of her climax. "Ohh... fuck Y/N." she says panting heavily as she collapses onto the couch, her limbs splayed out in a debauched display of post-sex bliss. "That.. that was incredible." Dina pants, her voice husky and satisfied. 

Just as you are about to pull out of dina maria opens the door. "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN HERE??" Maria yells seeing Dina naked on the couch with you still inside her with your pants down by your ankles. 

TO BE CONTINUED...

The Night That Changed Everything Pt 3

(MINI RECAP)"What the fuck is going on in here!" Maria yelled as she barges in seeing Dina bent over the couch with you still inside her....

Startled by Marias sudden intrusion, Dinas eyes widen in shock, her cheeks flushing a deep crimson as she realises the compromising position she's in. "M-Maria! Oh god, I..." Dina stammers, struggling to sit up and cover herself with her hands, still disheveled and panting from her intense orgasm. "Shit! We didn't expect anyone to.." Dina trails off, unable to meet Maria's gaze as she feels your softening cock slip out of her. followed by a trickle of their combined fluids. "God, fucking teenagers." Maria says as she slams the door. "Im going to have to tell joel about this." She yelled out to them. Dina covers her face with her hands, completely mortified by the prospect of joel finding out about her illicit encounter with you. AKA His god damn son."No,Please.Maria! Not joel!" she begs maria with fearful eyes begging silently for discretion. "We were just... caught up in the moment. It won't happen again we swear." Dina says glancing nervously over at you, who is currently rushing/struggling to get your pants on. your face a mask of guilt and embarrassment. "Please dont tell dad maria. We really are sorry." You plead. You guys hear marias footsteps recede down the hall. Dina leans into you and whispers urgently into your ear, "Y/N, we have to quickly get cleaned up and dressed. If Maria tells joel, he'll never let either of us live this down. We'll never hear the end of it." She says as you teo start frantically gathering your scattered clothes, you both shaking as you try to compose yourselves. "God dads gonna absolutely lecture the fuck out of us." You say putting your boxes back on. Dina nods solemnly, slipping on her panties and bra while keeping an eye on the door. "I know, its going to be a nightmare"

Dina follows you out of the room, you both taking a moment to collect yourselves before rejoining the rest of the party. Sarah (your older sister/joel's daughter) spots you two walking out of a room together both looking insanely guilty. "Where the hell were you guys? oh my god... haha you two totally fucked didnt you?!" she smirked at you guys as she ran over to you. You and Dina both blush furiously, your eyes darting around the room as they both try to avoid drawing attention to themselves. Sarah couldn't wipe the smug look off her face still in disbelief that her friend and her brother finally hooked up. "about time." whispered sarah to herself. "shut up. Nothing happened, ok." you blush at your sister trying to act like you weren't lying but doing an awful job at it. "Oh bullshit! you two totally fucked. Its written all over your faces." Sarah laughs as she looks down at your unone fly smirking, "You also left some uh evidence little bro," She laughs as she walks away. You look down embarrassed and zip it up trying to act like nothing happened. 

As the party quiets down and everyone is starting to clear out, you and Dina are making  your way back to your house when you both suddenly see joel sitting on the porch. "Y/N, DINA A WORD PLEASE!." he yells out. You swallow hard, your hearts racing at the sight of joel's stern expression. "Whats up dad? We were uh just heading home..." you say as both you and DIna try to play it cool. Joel just shook his head. "cut the act you two. Maria told me everything." Dina just looks at you  then back at joel, feeling the weight of their predicament settle heavily upon her shoulders. "please joel, you have to understand... we were just swept up in the heat of the moment ok. we both just a few to many to drinks and things just got a bit out of control..." Dina blurts out. She bites her lip, bracing herself for the consequences. You hold your breath, praying that your dad will show some mercy and understanding. Joel just lets out a sigh as he rubs his temple. "Calm down im not mad i just... *sighs again* please just be careful ok. I get you guys are that age now and there's not much i can do about it. Just please be safe about it." You both let out a sigh of relief. "Thank you dad, we promise we'll be more mindful in the future." Dina says grateful for his understanding. You just smile weakly and awkwardly embarrassed that 1 you got caught and 2 . the fact that your having this conversation with your dad of all people. "Well you guys better go and shower you guys reek of sex and booze." Joel jokes trying to lighten the mood. You two just laugh awkwardly, feeling a mix of embarrassment and amusement at joel's blunt comment. "Yeahhh, uh probably a good idea." you say scratching the back of your head nervously glancing over to Dina, who is chuckling, the tension in the air beginning to melt away. "Ok well good night dad." you say as you both start to walk off towards your house. "well that went better than expected." Dina whispered to you a bit shocked. "Yeah, i thought for sure dad would be furious." You giggle also still in a bit of shock. 

As you guys reach the house unlocking the door, Dina cant help but smile up at you feeling a renewed sense of closeness and affection towards you. You lead her inside, both eager to wash away the remnants of their passion and start fresh, well at least until the next time temptation gets the better of them. You head to the bathroom starting the shower and getting in. Dina strips off her clothes and hops in with you, sighing contently as the warm water cascades over her skin. "Mmm, perfect." Dina says as she reaches for the shampoo, massaging it into her hair as she watches you. "So, how long do you reckon this...*points between you and her* will stay between just us?" "Ha the whole town probably already knows, thanks to my sister and her big mouth." you laugh. Dina jokingly groans while running her fingers through her wet hair in exasperation. "yeah, you're probably right. Sarah cant keep a secret to save her life." Dina says laughing softly, shaking her head as she hops out of the shower, reaching for a towel to dry off. "Although, maybe we could use this as an opportunity to... clarify things maybe? you know between us." She continues as she wraps the towel around her body, looking at you with a hint of vulnerability and longing. "I don't want any misunderstandings or regrets. I care about you Y/N. Probably more than i should." Dina says. She bites her lip, nervously waiting for your response as she dries off and starts getting dressed in  your clothes that you got out for her. "As do I Dina, I've been feeling this way for a while now." you say as you finish washing the sex of your body. Dina just smiles warmly, feeling a surge of happiness and comfort at your admission. "Oh Y/N, I'm so glad were on the same page. *kisses him on the lips* Because, well honestly i don't think i could handle it if you didn't feel the same way." She smiles wrapping her arms around your waist and pressing her cheek against your damp chest. Nuzzling inro him, inhaling the scent of the soap and musk, letting it ground her after the whirlwind of emotions and physical intimacy you'd both experienced tonight. "Soo.. what do you say dina, want to be my girlfriend?" you ask looking down at her as she looks up at you with her eyes sparkling with affection and love. "Sounds good to me" Dina says giving you another kiss. 

You guys get changed and ready for bed. As you pull on the covers dina snuggles up to you yawning, "goodnight Y/N thanks for a great night." "Any time." you say kissing her on the forehead. 

A COUPLE HOURS LATER

Joel slightly opens the door to check on you and just quietly smiles to himself leaning on the door frame as he sees you with dina cuddled up into your side with your chin resting on her shoulder. He just stands there for a little while thinking about how fast you guys have grown up and reminiscing the good old days when you two were little kids. "goodnight kiddos." he whispers smiling to himself as he closes the door behind him heading of to his bed for the night. 

TO BE CONTINUED....

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kind of wanna reinforce this here. because i’ve seen ai writing become so popular on tik tok.

ai writing is not okay.

it’s literally theft. just like how ai art steals, ai writing steals. it’s using authors’ very real work to generate whatever you type in. and this also needs to be said as well.

writing is a form of art. fanfiction is a form of literature.

seeing this all over my fyp is REALLY discouraging. fanfic itself is already a labor of love and we love it when you interact. but please do not use ai writing for your fanfic needs when this writing literally steals from fanfic authors.

genuinely don’t know if this post will go around because my interactions outside of hcs are shit, but i hope it does.