I’m Back In Ireland Now, But I’m Still Thinking About These Moments From France. Taking A Nostalgic

Gloomy Saturday. The 1975′s new album, coffee, freelance work, some writing, maybe some reading later

do what i cannot

09.10.2024 // day 230 // trying to be present.

same old. reading, writing, drinking coffee. made a jar of honey lemon ginger tea mix/syrup even though it's going to be summer soon. i'm all out of words.

Hayatı kendin için bu kadar zorlaştırmasan mı? Yapmak istediklerin, yapmadıkların ve yapamadıkların, hayallerin ve hayatın.. Kendine bu kadar yüklenmesen mi acaba? Olmak istediğin kişi ile olduğun kişi arasındaki farkı uçurum gibi algılamasan mı artık? Hayatı düz ve basit bir biçimde yaşasan. Olanla mutlu olsan, olmayanı bir yana bırakıp.

I Have No Better Plan.

maybe mediocrity isn’t wrong. maybe you don’t need to be the best at everything you do. maybe you don’t need to be the best at anything you do. it’s ok to simply do things because you enjoy doing them. its ok to not want to advance in your job. nothing has to be a competition. you don’t need to be better than anyone. you can do things just because they’re fun. you don’t need to read up on the history, and know everything about it. its ok to just exist. its ok.

I saw this a few minutes ago.

it’s a chilly autumn morning. you are snuggled in bed, vaguely aware of a rhythmic pattering on your roof, and dim cool light in your room. you fall back to sleep, dreaming of nothing but warmth and comfort. you awaken again, a few seconds before a a soft rumbling of thunder sounds. you have nothing to do today but listen and enjoy

I really love the woman that I am. I really admire her intellect, her courage, her fear, her taste, her physicality, her distinctions, her desires.

A v rough landscape study~