Jolly Good And Tally Ho Content Must Be Made And By God I'll Do It Myself If I Have To

hey I just wanted to say I like your art! You seem really detail oriented! I think that makes your art really unique.

You may be wondering why I was on your page? Cause I like to lurk on peoples pages, just pretend I wasn’t okay?

Anyway, hope you have a nice day / night!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA thank you so much! I'm glad my art comes across that way to you! I appreciate it very much

Also like dude..... it's totally fine! Lurk as much as u want frankly, I'm flattered. But you too have a nice night! Or day? Yes

So, Unus and Annus are reaching the last hour of existence, and they said that if we want, we could write our last words to them and our aspirations, and.... I wanna do it

I'm taking this stupidly seriously but this, this channel became important to me, it made me expand my thoughts on what I thought death was to me and what my life is to me

But here we go

I haven't been here for the beginning, I didnt watch every video and I never bought merch, but regardless this channel and these videos worked there way into my thoughts, and this livestream made me stupid sentimental. My internet currently is shitting itself and I might not see the end properly, but that's ok.

Death to me, is the end

That's it, I dont know if there is an after and I dont care, I dont fear the emotions and pain I might feel facing my demise but I do fear one thing. I fear of what my death will do to the world i leave behind.

Will it change? Will it mourn? Will it rejoice??? Or will absolutely nothing happen, and time keeps moving forward as it does. More importantly however, how would the people I love remember me? After death I will be gone and over, there wont be anything left of me besides the legacy I have left and the memory people hold of me, so I cant help but think of the only thing I CAN think of involving my demise. But this is egotistical of me is it not? Death is normal, and I am not special for thinking this way, I am going to die and so will you guys. But in all honesty I cannot think of any other way to perceive my death, I cannot for the life of me think of anything else to say about it.

That's also ok, I'm alive

I'll never understand my death as long as I live.

But I obsess so much, about what will happen after I die, but I try not to think about what will happen as I continue to live.

I am young, and I am childish, I am naive and I am hopeful.

I only really truly desire one thing in my life more than anything, even if it may change over time.

I want to make a story I love, and characters whom can share my thoughts and feelings, in their own unique experiences, and become their own people from them as well. I want to create art that would do them justice and I want to love it so, so, so much

I know I dont draw as much as want, I should not force myself to per say, but I find it difficult to find motive to.

At this moment that is my only goal in my life, I just want to love what I create

I will one day

Even if I may die before I create such a story, I will love my art, I do love it now

I love it because I CREATED it

I made it, I birthed something simply because I wanted to, because its fun

And I really, really wish I could see that everyday.

But I do not, and that's ok, that's ok

Its ok

This channel taught me to, learn what it is that I value about my life and my death, and because I overthink MANY things this was not always a good thing lol

It will die soon, and that's ok

But that does not mean I will not feel, grief

No matter how much or little that grief may be.

So what shall I do? When it does? When it dies 20 minutes from now as I'm writing this?

Well I'll cry

I'll cry, and cry and cry

Because it is what I can do

.

I don't know what my life will be like, I cant find the words to describe what I think of it as, as of writing this at least.

But

But I

I want to live

I AM living

I AM ALIVE

and I'm so glad that I am, I used to think living was a burden, I used to hate that fact

But I'm still here, I'm still breathing and I'm so

I'm so relieved, that I chose to stay alive.

And I hope that those who are reading this feel that too, maybe not today or tomorrow, but soon.

Soon.

Because it is, such an amazing thing to be here, with you, and with my family and friends, and with strangers I'll never meet

..

This has gone in a while

This is clearly important to me so I wanted to be transparent in my feelings. I dont know how u all will react to this and I dont know if you will care.

But that's okay, you dont need to take anything from this.

Well

Except for one thing.

Momento Mori, Remember Death

Remember Life

Unus Annus

Thank you so much for reading my rambles about my existence, thank you so much

I'm glad you are alive reading this as well

I'm glad we exist :)

A doodle of Asuka from evangelion cuz

Idk

I'm in pain and angry so I figured that's an Asuka mood

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Artist : KKia (pixiv / weibo / lofter)

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anddd the blank template for @lemonade-if! like i said in my mc introduction post, since this was made before the game has dropped, i’ll most likely update it once we learn some more — i just jumped the gun because the hype is real :)  here’s a link to the PSD template! i’ve tried to label everything nicely, but my DMs are open for questions!

reblog if you stan a king

Warming up for some big ol @bodycountgame, so here’s my take on Florrie! Dude I am so in love with her and for WAT

I wanted to go for a more subtle design but then I decided that maybe gaudy would fit her vibe more, like I considered making her eyeshadow a different color so it doesn’t blend in her hair, but this lady loves pink, and I just don’t think I can’t take that from her

Started using minoxidil babbbyyyyyyyyyy

Decided to draw the current @lemonade-if MCs that have references (Picrew or actual drawings) hanging out/walking to school! Cus the MCs for this are so cool and wholesome and I wanna hug all of them ;w;

The MCs from left to right and what they’re doing

(@rkgk-arts) Kotone Hisakawa rambling to Lexis R. Marinos (Mine) about cats

(@nissarose3) Rei Yamada and (@little-leech-boy) Kaoru Tachibana exchanging insults

and finally, (@lorelaibeckons) Sonya Paige and Francesca D’Amore talking about pastries and sweet stuff

Mixed feelings about this one boys, I've been trying to branch off from drawing persona lesbians all the time but uh

Here we are

Anyway u know that girl Makoto befriends in her confidant thing?

Shes lesbian for her because I said so