Future Goals
NYC Boyz
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[2016-12-23] Minsk -1 °C Abstract | Urban | Archive
(vía https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=We5ILYde6-c)
So beautiful…
I think I am my biggest bully.
A lot of us have this issue, I think.
I constantly tell myself, “You’re too fat” “You’re so ugly” “You suck”
Not only that but when I’m alone or with friends, Horrible thoughts & memories come up Out of nowhere really, and it fucks me up.
Sometimes I just want to fucking shoot myself
I mean like, Jesus fucking Christ, shut the fuck up!
Why are we so mean to ourselves?
I am my biggest bully.
Even if it’s something that happened with someone, I can forgive them, yeah no problem. But that thought, whatever event that happened, even if I forgave the person, it haunts me. That’s a constant fight with myself.
If someone was bullying me, I can leave them or punch them or something. When it’s myself, fuck. Bitxh won’t stfu.
“I hate you Maria, Yeah I hate you too Maria”
fifth of march