Fear surrounds, darkness closes in The hands crawl through the windows The feet stomp up and down the stairs I'm alone
Why am I so afraid? Nobody else is so fearful My senses spike at the slightest noise My eyes fail me
I can't be alone Don't leave me Don't forget me I can't
I need you to hug me and hold me tight I need your arms around me, your breath on me I need your lips to kiss me and tell me it's okay I need you
Don't abandon me now I have no hope of survival Poison fills the air My mind is lost
Save me
Oh Lord, my God, my heart cries out for You. I’m lost in utter darkness; save me now. I’m thinking on my sins so far from few, They’re not but proof of why I need Your vow. Forsake me not upon these stones to die; I’m bleeding out; I gnash my teeth and weep, My cup is emptied as my veins run dry That which I sow, my demons always reap
But hark, what breaks the clouds of my lament? My demons flee before these rays of light, These stones are washed with water, heaven-sent That overflows my cup and makes me right, From Heaven does descend the Lord, my God To lead me with His mighty sovereign rod.
natalie voglmayr
Fall paintings
I'm trying to paint every weekend but i might switch to winter paintings now.
Frosty garden. Värmland, Sweden (October 5, 2019).