Places that don't look like they're a ~2 hour drive apart... but are
benj
There's a certain elation from being freed When you realize that nothing can hurt you any more That because of one thing, your entire life is transformed When everything makes sense, to a certain degree A new light is shed on a situation that had no out A new freedom is found in the balance that never could exist: The balance between accepting depravity and the drive to be good
The line separating letting go and gaining control has come into clear view It is abstract It is a construction of humanity; a treacherous servant We have adorned control to the highest places Its crown becalms the so-called great things of humanity Its command belittles the words of the wise Putting values to shame
Disaster reared its head, preparing to attack I refused to open my eyes, believing the lie set before me With pridefully blinded eyes, I reached out into assumed smoke And hoped not to find what I knew lay ahead A sip of water that was toxic to my parched lips Opened my eyes and quenched its presenter's unrequited thirst I am saved
There is nothing left to confine me There are no limits where there is no control There is no control for where it is searched Wherefore did we create such a tremendous fault-line? It was our greatest mistake The concept called control will be forever indistinguishable from every other deception in history, But for its control over us
If there is no control, how can we live? In freedom from it. Our insatiable desire for control is a fountain of weakness Moreover, the arrogance that we are in control of this enamoration, This lust Is absurd to the point of farce True control comes from the complete donation of the power we allow to our desire for control
Fall paintings
I'm trying to paint every weekend but i might switch to winter paintings now.