You Seem To Have Such A Deep Faith. An Unwavering Faith In God. And I Wanted To Know, How That Is Possible

You seem to have such a deep faith. An unwavering faith in god. And i wanted to know, how that is possible with all that has happened. I mean no disrespect. I am truly curious and in need of something to believe in.

So I was raised a Christian, but when I was fifteen-ish I gave up on believing at all, and basically I slowly discovered God for myself (through some pretty crazy experieces). That's what is important, in my opinion: choosing to follow God yourself. And I mean, I still have rough patches in my faith, and I often get pissed off with God, but I've just accepted that He exists and that I want to follow Him regardless of what happens.