Me When I Finally Leave School ᡣ𐭩 •｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅

To be a girl is to rot

everyday the oven Looks more tempting.( I cant take it any more)

— Sylvia Plath, "The Bell Jar"

not chronically online just chronically daydreaming

𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐚 𝐌𝐚𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐲

“Being the only female in what was basically a boys’ club must have been difficult for her. Miraculously, she didn’t compensate by becoming hard or quarrelsome. She was still a girl, a slight lovely girl who lay in bed and ate chocolates, a girl whose hair smelled like hyacinth and whose scarves fluttered jauntily in the breeze. But strange and marvelous as she was, a wisp of silk in a forest of black wool, she was not the fragile creature one would have her seem.“ - Donna Tartt, The Secret History

mentally a living corpse