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Here we go again with the accusations of me being a transphobe piece of shit for making XTale! Frisk and Chara males.

It's been weeks since I've seen people accusing me of Trans-Erasure characters on my series. I don't know what to feel more than anger and frustration. These people really believe I'm punishing trans people existence for two characters which -I repeat over and over again - are from a different universe. I'm not touching their pronouns in their canon versions. Even in the other AUs that preserve the They/Them pronouns.

I'm not even putting the "it's up to player's interpretation" as an excuse, because I don't follow that common thought in the fandom. The thing that I cannot understand is people still trying to see me as a bad person for doing something that is very common in other stories related to multiple universes. Not to mention the other AUs where the author gives a specific identity to the humans in question... Nobody keeps talking about them for months questioning the author and calling them awful names. I've been through a lot of false crimes accusations since last year and people is still trying to find something evil from my part, it feels like they want to go over me because yes, because there can't be people trying to be good and learn, because to this day, I'm still being compared to the other UT animated series I don't even wanna write it's name.

I adore writing characters of any type, and even if my intentions were never to make fun, demonize, threaten, offend, anyone in real life, I've been educating myself for years on things that I didn't have the access to irl. It's weird trying to say and explain this all the time because... it's supposed to be common sense not to be an asshole in a diverse community like Undertale and its AUs! it's just as stupid as being a homphobe in this fandom (I've got more than one hater for the kiss scene in Xtale V, and the flags drawings)... I suppose it's like this because nobody can trust each other anymore, after big names being exposed as actual assholes, and everyone's tired... And I'm tired too of all this you have no idea.

It's been very painful any time I try to look up for fan content about my work to enjoy and get some motivation to just end up finding people doing horrible comparisons and shitting on me because yes, because Jakei is "famous", is big name in the fandom, she's just as evil as the others. Because if the other UT animated series did this and that, then I'm also the same or gonna become the same, that I'm the copy of the bad, that I'll end up just like the others, that I will get involved in a fucked up controversy because that's what always happens, apparently... Now I can't enter my socials without thinking what else will I be accused of every single day.

And I can't even try to defend or explain myself because it turns into "big creator's followers are gonna see my opinion and are gonna send hate to me, I'm being harassed. I was right: Jakei is bad."

I don't have the energy to tell people that I'm not the horrible person they're trying to create in their minds anymore... It's inevitable for me to stop thinking about it when there's also people calling themselves fans of my work, having a specific character as their comfort/favorite one, supporting me with kind words... To see them considering those accusations and not even discussing them to me, nor even correcting me if I actually did something wrong and unforgivable.

I will repeat this again. My intentions are not Erasure an identity of any type. Please understand that the narrative I'm using implies differences between universes. I'm not doing this to harm anyone. If something gave you that impression, I deeply apologize for that.

I'm not doing this to deny your existence.

Please, give me a chance to show you that not all artists and writers are monsters.