Want To Snack?

when i realize this isn’t just a quirky silly little eating disorder, it actually affects me and takes a toll on me constantly 😍🤩☹️.

I know her tumblr would be fire

I’ve been feeling really discouraged lately. But when I stepped on the scale today, I was at 129lbs. I have no idea how I managed to lose 8lbs since the first, and it feels fake. I’m terrified of gaining that back or seeing the number go up. I need to go shopping for low cal foods, but I’m so tired. No will or want to get out of bed

today is the tomorrow you talked about yesterday

PLEASS

This months choices are next months body

Some motivation:

You know that the progress isn’t obvious at first. You know that. BUTTT

the longer you keep going, the more noticeable it will be.

I came back to ana the beginning of March. In one month i was down 18lbs.

Imagine what I’ll look like next month.

Imagine what YOU will look like next month.

You can do it.

Flip flopping between ED thought processes is so frustrating. I could fast for days no issue but the moment food hits my lips I loose all control and I can’t stop. I feel like I’ll always be a fat ugly monster. I hate it so much. I hate myself so much. Why can’t I stop? All I want is to stop, I want to be pretty, I want to be skinny, I want to wear cute clothes!