14 months since you left and I was in bed with a guy who isn’t you for the first time. I let him hug me but I couldn’t bare to do anything else with him. When he left I sobbed because whilst his arms were around me all I could think about was you and I’m scared I’ll never stop comparing everyone to you.
-28/04/19
maybe i’m just a commie but i think people shouldn’t be at risk of homelessness if they’re in between jobs
ⓘ This user just wanna sit in front of the ocean and listen to the waves.
“Give yourself credit for the days you’ve made it when you thought you couldn’t.”
— cwote
VVV SAD🥀
rare feelings
being completely immersed into a book as if you’re watching a movie
being able to study for a long time without being distracted
wandering upon a scent that reminds you of a distant memory from your childhood that you haven’t smelled for years and years
the freedom of letting yourself do something badly (like art or learning) and knowing you’re progressing every day
being completely happy despite the bad things because you remember every little good thing and kind person in your life
stargazing in a remote landscape and feeling existentially precious and insignificant at the same time
waking up early enough to see the darkness turn to sunrise
finding someone who is radiant in every way
being consistent with a goal you’ve been working on for the longest time and seeing the finished result
knowing that one chapter of your life has ended and a better one is beginning
the weekend's here
becoming socially invisible.
Biggest fantasy?
deleting my digital footprint and moving to iceland
heres my advice to any followers i have who are young. Don't delete things when you think you've outgrown them or they're cringy. If you make youtube videos just private them don't delete them. Save your files, you can bury them in multiple sub-folders if you think they're cringe now but DON'T DELETE THEM! It doesn't feel like it now but years in the future you will look back fondly at who you were and wish you still had those things.
“Stop comparing yourself to other people, all it does is hurt you. There’s no correct way to exist in this world, so just be who you are because it’s enough. You are absolutely perfect the way you are.”
— Unknown