I miss you like I miss my old self,
Being proud with who I was,
but nobody craved for my love anymore
so I took care of my spirit
just like watering a plant.
Franz Kafka, from a diary entry featured in "The Diaries of Franz Kafka,"
Stuffed shark and kisame
IKEAの鮫ぬいぐるみと鬼鮫
Chaos, words
In
my mouth.
Screaming,
nowhere to shout.
It sucks
to stay at
place where
I don't belong.
Don't worry,
smile,
breathe when
they choke.
where can I find a lover? someone I can stare at the stars with, or have crazy discussions about literature til 1 am with? a boy who writes me love letters and reads me poetry with his head on my lap. someone to walk around museums with, and then tells me that my beauty doesn’t compare to statues or paintings. where do you get one?
Wherever I see light,
my eyes drown in vain.
Audience swims
in my bloody stains.
Green palettes mixture
in the middle of forest trees,
silence repeats in tunes,
mind's a body killer.
-t.f.s.
Life is a line you shouldn't cross when you're downwards. As if in matter of fact you've already given up. It's not your fault for being who you are,it's your fault for not seeing the best part of it because YOU make it the best. When sun rises,you go down and think otherwise "what else is left for me now?" And when moon rises, your inner self just rises with night too. You create sudden conversations with yourself seeing the case of the problem that's gotten into your soul and it's making your skin tremble nervously. When your thoughts play chess and don't give up on hitting you, your dreams seem to be a broken mirror. But they aren't because it's an illusion. Your mind develop your self-mirror in which everything is illusion but one is real- yourself. You're alive with heart still beating. Don't give up to have another beginning. Don't waste time for useless thoughts. Don't give reason for illusion to eat you up.
She is a friend,
desire, create
new elements
of worlds in place.
-t.f.s.
Growing out of ideas
Is like drinking an empty cup,
Forgetting what is real,
Forgetting how it hurts.
Another motion thrown
In curiousity to burn
pages that never opened.
It is time.. for the other side.
—T.F.S.
“The ones who notice the storms in your eyes, the silence in your voice and the heaviness in your heart are the ones you need to let in.”
— Steve Maraboli