24/7 obsessed and endlessly fascinated by sidney crosby. he is a freak. i love him. i hate him. i hope he has access to consistent therapy. he is both endlessly compassionate and ruthless in his desire to succeed. humble and won’t settle for anything but number 1. involved in everything and anything for the community as long as it’s to do with hockey. sexiest, rough, low voice that regularly squeaks hysterically when he’s yelling giggling or laughing
lowkey mad my current hyperfixation is just. this feral little fussy princess babygirl old man who does Sports.
s/o to this skeleton babe from 1936
Since the booping has returned, reblog if it's okay to spam you with boops!
I wanna be polite and not spam random people without permission , ,
Cooked him fried him boiled him alive
Me bc I hated kaichou wa maid sama from the first time I watched it even though everyone else my age loved it I have been plotting that fucker usui’s death ever since I was 10 years old
Yes it fit me lmao 😂
which ao3 tag are you?
Nathan stands at his left. Mary stands at his right.
Neil doesn’t turn to look at them, but he can feel them there—one carved into his ribs, the other burned into his skin.
He is made of them.
Of his father’s brutality, his mother’s desperation. Of bruises layered over bruises, of fists and sharp words and the lesson that pain was the only thing he could count on.
Nathan’s voice is smooth, proud, as it murmurs in his ear.
"You were built for more than this, Nathaniel."
Mary’s whisper is sharp, urgent, dripping with every frantic mile they ever ran.
"You don’t understand what it means to survive."
Nathan had tried to shape him into something ruthless. Mary had tried to strip him down to something weightless.
And neither of them had ever asked what he wanted to be.
Neil closes his eyes.
Nathan’s presence is heavy, all iron and control and the scent of blood that will never wash away.
Mary’s is lighter, but just as cruel—a ghost that lingers, a reminder that even love can leave bruises.
They will always be here.
Because Neil is made of them.
Of a father who saw him as a tool, and a mother who saw him as a liability.
Of a life spent running, and a body full of evidence that he was never meant to survive this long.
His shoulders ache under the weight of them.
And no matter how far he goes, they will never leave.
passages that make me want to hit Xichen with a steel chair