nightmare prompt for tangfei pretty please đ„ș
Person A can tell that Person B is having a nightmare because theyâre making weird noises/motions in their sleep so Person A wakes them up and asks if theyâre okay
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Of the both of them, they have long established that Tang Yi is the one who has nightmares. Itâs almost counter-intuitive, considering that Shao Fei is the one dealing with violence and blood and crime day in, day out. In comparison, Tang Yi is now living life as a retired gang member and all he does is golf, work, have work dinners, and then spend time with Shao Fei, the days of fights and drugs well behind him.
Well, logically, it is supposed to be behind him, but Tang Yi wakes up in the middle of the night often, the coppery tang of blood filling his nostrils as he gasps for air, his hand reaching out for a figure whoâs about to be shot to death, multiple hands grabbing at him in the dark, trying to ambush him while heâs asleep... many more.Â
When that happens, itâs always Shao Fei waiting with a hand caressing at his forehead as he comes back to himself. Shao Fei bringing him back to reality with his lips and his touch, his sweet murmurings.
So Tang Yi is a little surprised when he wakes up in the middle of the night this time, and itâs Shao Fei whoâs fidgeting in bed and mumbling under his breath while asleep. Frowning, Tang Yi reaches over to the bedside and switches the lamp on, and-
Sweat beads at Shao Feiâs forehead and his face is incredibly pale; Tang Yi barely dodges when hands suddenly shoot out to swipe at him, and it is only reflex and practice from back in his gangster days that has Tang Yi catching both arms in his hold gently, afraid that Shao Fei is going to hurt himself like this.
On closer look, Shao Feiâs bottom lip is bleeding from where his teeth are biting down onto flesh in his nightmare, and Tang Yi startles yet again.
âBaobei,â he murmurs immediately, pulling Shao Fei into a sitting position and holding onto him, not too tightly, but with just enough force to keep him from flailing. âBaobei, youâre having a nightmare, wake up.â
He realizes the moment Shao Fei comes awake, because the body in his embrace goes ramrod straight with a shudder. Tang Yi waits patiently but keeps up with his soft litany of murmurings and kisses to his temple.
â... Tang,â Shao Fei croaks, his voice hoarse as he shakes, âTang Yi...â
âYou okay?â Tang Yi asks, pulling him closer now that heâs awake, âBaobei, it was just a dream. Iâm right here, Iâm not going anywhere.â
âTang Yi,â Shao Fei repeats, burying his face into his husbandâs shoulder.
Tang Yi doesnât ask. When Shao Fei stops shaking, he moves to get out of bed, and when Shao Fei refuses to let him go, Tang Yi lifts him out from under the covers as well.Â
Standing obediently as Tang Yi undresses him and drying his sweat with a clean towel, Shao Fei feels a lot like a doll. His brain is all mush and refuses to string two coherent thoughts together, and all he wants is Tang Yi. They donât speak much as Tang Yi pulls a clean shirt over his head, and then directs him back to bed.
He lets Shao Fei curl right against him, and his hold is much tighter than usual, but Tang Yi doesnât mind.
Theyâll talk about Shao Feiâs nightmare tomorrow morning, when the terror of the night no longer haunts him.Â
For now, he guards Shao Feiâs sleep and smiles a little when Shao Feiâs breaths even out against his neck.
Credit: Ashley McMinn
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This episode in a nutshell:
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I have been thinking of the ways we tell people things. My father's hands shake, but he holds the phone up so I can watch the video from six feet away. My mother emails me the recipe of her beef stroganoff at 6 in the morning with the comment - woke up and didn't want to forget to do this! On the highway, we sing so loudly my voice grows hoarse; on the beach I sneak nice rocks into people's hands so they have something to hold; on the floor we all sit quietly in the same agreeable silence. We are all saying the same thing.
My friends say "Oh you know, keeping busy." This means they are having a hard time but making themselves survive it. I ask them to help me walk me dog; this is me telling them it's okay sometimes to just be present and talk about young adult fiction. When I cancel again because I can't get out of bed, she tells me she's on her way with cookies.
I point out the sunset. She shares her fork before I ask for it. He calls me at 1 AM just because I'm on the road alone, we talk about stupid shit. She waits for me to get indoors safely before driving away. He says - nah, forget it, I'm happy to do it for free.
People are saying it, you know? They say it often and loudly. Sometimes, you know - you just have to be listening.
I woman hope for a new start, a new recovery, moves to Hearthway Hollow to help someone else recover.
Female Reader x Male Monster
Iâve always had to be careful in life. I took ballet to learn to be graceful and thoughtful with my movements. I decided to study for a job that would allow me to avoid any accident or peril. But life is hard to control, and you donât get to pick and choose when you bump into things, fall over, or get a nosebleed.
I got my first nosebleed when I was still an infant. It sent my parents into such a panic, they still talk about it like it happened not too long ago. Hemophilia was common on my dadâs side, they just never realized what it was. Ever since my grandfatherâs time, they called themselves heavy bleeders. I got the worst of it. Any time I got a nick or cut, I bled like I was in a horror movie with an massive special-effects budget. Even worse, my nosebleeds happened regularly. I would get too dry, and bam! I stopped wearing anything other than black to keep from staining my clothes.
I had to give up ballet because my teachers were worried I would start bleeding on the stage. I hated that because I really did love dancing. I graduated high school early, and learned that even if I was the âkid with a bloody noseâ during college, that was fine with people. I changed the focus of my studies and became an art restorer. I learned to wear gloves and a mask when I did the work; it would catch the blood, and I would have very little worries. Studying art history seemed like the safest thing in the world for me.
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