So. Anyway, today I tried to sign in to a site to get some help.
But then I got blocked from doing this by fucking Sucuri. A firewall/defense program I never heard of before.
And as you can imagine, I got scared, and though it was malware. But I checked online, and seen that some others had similar issues with what I had, with this program just.......blocking some people for random reasons. Including the users of that site. And so I calmed the fuck down.
Did anyone ever had some similar issues?
So. Today I decided to draw an owl. But some mistakes early on, and me entering in a hurry with the feather details and coloring resulted in....this. Not the worst thing possible, but not as good as I wanted to make it. Still, I can just improve. Maybe tomorrow I will draw more feathers and bird wings, and some other day I will draw another owl.
Yeah, today it is clear it is not in me. So here is another amateur drawing. I tried to combine the colors for the sky, but I dont think it turned out well(mostly because I was in a hurry).
Bagel, help us. We need your power.
As a Romanian, I feel the same.
I'm sorry to all my American friends and followers who are going through the pit of despair right now. I am too, because i feel like a fundamental part of my worldview is gone.
Hai noroc, c-am scăpat de mesia lu' Putin! 🎉🍾🥂
This was suggested months ago, I’m sorry it took me so long. It was extremely painful to draw. This is the sad story of “Roscoe”. Please know that so many dogs suffer the same fate.
lord father, the american men are drawn to orthodoxy for its discipline, authenticity, rich history and absolutely no other reasons whatsoever
what a miserable day.
reminding myself the world is not fundamentally changed. we have elected our own downfall, but there are birds outside, and my little niece is learning to walk, and I need to go grocery shopping.
(people had fulfilling lives during the fall of the roman empire. I'm reading books from the 1930's, the last time fascism almost consumed us. I am reminding myself of the people of the world right now living under unjust regimes. I am looking to minorities in america, past and present, for tips on thriving with a boot on your neck. I am reaching out to the half of the country who is mourning with me today, reminding myself there is good, there are helpers, we are still here.)
in the future there will be protests, bad news, fights (jesus christ, thanksgiving is still ahead). for now I am just trying to remember how to live. in 2016 I completely shut down and retreated from everyone. I allowed myself to be tricked into thinking I was alone. I don't want to do that again. (I don't want to do any of this again.)
this is how you live through tragedies - any way you can.
Little evening walk in the woods with Gingko!