I Love Them So Much I Can't Even Begin To Describe It 😭😭😭😭😭

based on how i reacted to midnights specifically YOYOK two years ago im scared for the visceral reaction that im gonna have to TTPD but im excited for the immense comfort the album is (hopefully) going to bring me

Fuck you puffy eyes, I was trying to look good today.

and it's not like I cried that much, you're just a couple of weak ass eyelids

WHAT IS HOMESTUCK AND WHY IS IT EVERYWHERE ON MY TUMBLR

for the ask game can u do 22 n 20?

22 "How do they apologize after arguments?"

I feel like when they argue they get apologize within like an hour like, they could have been screaming for 15 minutes straight and in 15 minutes apologize and go on as they were

But I think that when the apologizing part is happening, they're really open with each other and say exactly what caused them to react a certain way, and what are their sorry about.

And then there's just a lot of hugs happening.

20 "What clothes/accessories do they steal from each other?"

Gwen is the #1 clothes stealer. Her wardrobe is basically 1/4 clothes that are actually hers, and 3/4 miles' clothes that she "borrowed", when miles is in her dimension, he "borrows" them back, and then gwen looks for his shirts or hoodies, and realising they're in miles' room again, she goes to him "forgetting" any clothes other than her spider suit, and then the cycle continues.

Miles on the other hand, always takes really random things, like scrunchies or pins, sometimes bandanas (Gwen still somehow didn't notice) 'cause he wants to have her things around his room, or on his clothes.

Thanks for the question :p

😭😭😭

When I was 24 I sat in a backstage dressing room in London, buzzing with anticipation. My backup singers and bandmates gathered around me in a scattered circle.Scissors emerged and I watched in the mirror as my locks of long curly hair fell in piles on the floor. There I was in my plaid button down shirt, grinning sheepishly as my tour mates and friends cheered on my haircut. This simple thing that everyone does. But I had a secret. For me. It was more than a change of hairstyle. When I was 24. I decided to completely reinvent myself.

How does a person reinvent herself, you ask? In any way I could think of. Musically, geographically, aesthetically, behaviorally, motivationally. And I did so joyfully. The curiosity I had felt the first murmurs of while making red had amplified into a pulsing heartbeat of restlessness in my bars. The risks I took when I toyed with pop sounds and sensibilities on red? I wanted to push it further. The sense of freedom I felt when traveling to big bustling cities? I wanted to live in one. The voices that had begun to shame me in new ways for dating like a normal young woman? I wanted to silence them.

You see, in the years preceding this, I had become the target of slut shaming, the intensity and relentlessness of which would be criticized and called out if it happened today. The jokes about my amount of boyfriends. The trivialization of my songwriting as if it were a predatory act of a boy crazy psychopath. The media co-signing of this narrative. I had to make it stop because it was starting to really hurt.

It became clear to me that for me there was no such thing as casual dating, or even having a male friend who you platonically hang out with. If I was seen with him, it was assumed I was sleeping with him. And so I swore off hanging out with guys, dating, flirting, or anything that could be weaponized against me by a culture that claimed to believe in liberating women but consistently treated me with the harsh moral codes of the Victorian era.

Being a consummate optimist, I assumed I could fix this if I simply changed my behavior. I swore off dating and decided to focus only on myself, my music, my growth. And my female friendships. If I only hung out with my female friends, people couldn't sensationalize or sexualize that, right? I would learn later on that people could and people would.

But none of that mattered then because I had a plan and I had a demeanor as trusting as a basket of golden retriever puppies. I had the keys to my own apartment in New York and I had new melodies bursting from my imagination. I had Max Martin and Shellback who were happy to help me explore this new sonic landscape I was enamored with. I had a new friend named Jack Antonoff who had made some cool tracks in his apartment. I had the idea that the album would be called 1989. And we would reference big 80's synths and write sky high choruses. I had sublime, inexplicable faith and I ran right toward it, in high heels and a crop top.

There was so much that I didn't know then, and looking back I see what a good thing that was. This time of my life was marked by right kind of naïveté, a hunger for adventure. And a sense of freedom I hadn't tasted before. It turns out that the cocktail of naïveté, hunger for adventure and freedom can lead to some nasty hangovers, metaphorically speaking. Of course everyone had something to say. But they always will. I learned lessons, paid prices, and tried to… don't say it don't say it. I'm sorry, I have to say it. Shake it off.

I’ll always be so incredibly grateful for how you loved and embraced this album. You, who followed my zig zag creative choices and cheered on my risks and experiments. You, who heard the wink and humor in "blank space" and maybe even empathized with the pain behind the satire. You, who saw the seeds of allyship and advocating for equality in "Welcome to New York". You, who knew that maybe a girl who surrounds herself with female friends in adulthood is making up for a lack of them in childhood (not starting a tyrannical hot girl cult). You, who saw that I reinvent myself for a million reasons, and that one of them is to try my very best to entertain you. You, who have had the grace to allow me the freedom to change.

I was born in 1989. Reinvented for the first time in 2014, and a part of me was reclaimed in 2023 with the re-release of this album I love so dearly.

Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine the magic you would sprinkle on my life for so long. This moment is a reflection of the woods we've wandered through and all this love between us still glowing in the darkest dark.

I present to you, with gratitude and wild wonder, my version of 1989.

It’s been waiting for you.

"bro you don't get it she was here for what, a week? And now she's the only thing I can talk about. I swear I never met someone this cool In my entire life-"

"I swear I never met someone this cool my entire life hobie, miles was bitten for what, three days and he already saved the multiverse!"

But now l can't see her again

But now I can't see him again

i listen to summer nights from grease and i just think about gwen and miles describing each other to their friends

they just rambling about how much they love each other to hobie, pav and margo. they both dont admit it but when one of them isnt with the gang(trademark) theyre like "THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS I LOVE THEM BUT I CANT SAY THAT THYE PROBABLY DONT FEEL THE SAME WAY" and everyone is just like "omfg just say it already"

I LOVE THEM OKAY???

I will never forgive the bots who send me fake messages.

I see that [1] next to my messages and I am like "FRIEND??? MESSAGE FOR ME???" and then I see a bot. There is no greater betrayal. Stabbing me in the back would hurt less and also be less lethal. 10 000 agonies upon me. Unbelievable.

WAITING for 'loml' omg

'THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT' has 7 explicit tracks

The Tortured Poets Department

Down Bad

But Daddy I Love Him

Florida!!! (feat. Florence + the Machine)

loml

I Can Do It With A Broken Heart

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

BY THE WAY YALL

I know like 20 songs now

Improvement

So I'm going to the 1975 concert

But plot twist,

I know only 3 songs by them lmao

SO PLEASE CAN YALL recommend songs I should know before I go

Or like specific things that happen at their concerts

REAL

If Miles or Gwen says something along the lines of "let's defy destiny together" to the other in BTSV, I will go absolutely insane