⚠️ Warning Long Read ⚠️

⚠️ Warning Long Read ⚠️

A Quick Update On Me:

Hey There Everyone! I’m Going To Be Honest With You Guys Today. My Life Hasn’t Been As Good Or As Easy As It Could Have Been At The Moment And Lots Of My Plans Changed Over The Course Of 2023 And Heading Into 2024. I’ve Lost A Lot Of People In The Last Few Years ( Friendships Ending And People Unfortunately Passing Away) And Sadly 5 People I Was Extremely Close To Before The Holiday Season Passed Away. Many Other Things Have Been Happening To Me Including New Medications, New Diagnoses And More Hospital Appointments Than I’m Used To (I Go Every 6 Months Due To A Heart Condition I Was Born With And For Some Things That Come With That). My Family’s Dynamic And Some Family Members Health (Including My Own) Has Also Gone A Little Bit All Over The Place And Has Caused A Lot Of Trouble And Stress. I Wasn’t Expecting A Lot Of Things That Happened To Me In The Last Year To Happen But I Had No Way Of Knowing That Of Course. I’ve Been Looking For A New Therapist (Or Considering Going Back To My Old One), Changing Some Of My Career Plans, Navigating The Single Life And Just Trying To Get Back On My Feet. I’ve Also Been Hit Very Hard By Some Birthday’s Of People Who’ve Passed Away And Some Death Anniversaries As Well As People Dying Recently (Celebrities And My Own Family And Friends) I Don’t Do Very Well With Death At All. But I’m Trying To Be As Positive As Possible And I’m Trying To Get Going Again. I’ve Been Writing Stories And Music All Year And Hope To Get My Work Out There. But There Have Been A Lot Of Positives I’ve Made New Friends, Found New Interests, Done What I Can To Make Myself Happy, Spent More Time With My Pets, Got Into The Creative Spirit Again And Have Just Been Trying My Best. I Went To Some Fabulous Concerts This Year, Some Great Theatre Shows And Have Enjoyed Using My Free Time To Have As Much Fun As I Can And To Get Out Of The House More. I Could Go On And On And On But I Won’t Because I’ve Been Going On For Long Enough Now. But I Just Wanted To Let You All Know A Bit More About Me, How I’ve Been Doing And That As I Write This I’m In The Back Of A Taxi On The Way To The Airport To Visit Family In Brazil, And I’ll Be Gone For A Month. I Will Try To Post On Here And Interact With You Guys As Much As I Can But I Don’t Know How Much Time I’ll Have. I’m Really Sorry For Making This Such A Long Read And Also For Not Reading People’s Messages In The Last Week I’ll Hopefully Get Back To You Soon.

Thank You To Everyone Who’s Been Supporting Me This Last Year, I Know I Post A Bit Sporadically But I Try To Be Active As Often As I Can. I Do Have Bad Memory Though And Various Physical And Mental Health Issues, Illnesses And Etc To Deal With On A Daily Basis As Well.

All My Love And Best Wishes To You All. And Thank You Again - Ana ❤️