when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever
There were always signs
Fanon Ace: ‘What?! You’re a g-girl??! This isn’t- I don’t- WHAT??!!!!’
Canon Ace:
Silksong gave me winged Hornet
I love wings
Accommodation I should have: someone to follow me around and whisper in my ear, medieval court advisor style, how to correctly respond when presented with different social situations
"My liege, that was a rhetorical question you just heard. Do not answer it."
Animal Crossing: Wild World (2005)
autism is living by vampire rules. light sensitivity. eating the wrong food makes you want to die. need to be explicitly invited places. weird sleep schedule. eating the same thing every time. specific rituals and routines. burst into flames at the sight of a crucifix. etc.
they should invent a constructive feedback that doesnt make me feel like the guy on the ten of swords tarot card
I AM CRYING SO MUCH
I GOT HIM ON MY FIRST TENFOLD SUMMON
I'M—— LOOK AT THE BOY
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH